I didn’t “arrive” at 36 — I grew into it. 🎂
My birthday is always a stir of emotions, but this one feels different.
For the past 9 years or so, I’ve been on a long, nonlinear healing journey — which at times felt like being backed into the darkest corner.
Healing has no destination or “final boss,” but it does bring moments of light and realization — especially when you decide to take hold of the reins. I’ve been feeling that more than ever lately. Life is wild.
I’m not sharing this as a victim, but as a lover, fighter, and survivor.
I’m deeply grateful for everything that’s happened for me — the good and the bad. I’ve faced obstacles, untangled mental loops, and learned how to return to a healthy mind and heart, even when old thoughts or tough seasons resurface. It’s truly a daily practice.
I’m not on a pedestal. I make mistakes — plenty of them. But I own them, grow from them, keep evolving — and love knowing there’s still so much left to learn.
I am human. We are human.
I’m grateful for my health, my mom, my husband (who has played such a pivotal role in my journey), my friends, my mentors, my career — and simply for being here, sharing this space with all of you. Fighting the good fight and finding beauty, even in the midst of chaos.
This is 36 — and I didn’t “arrive” — I grew into it. Moving forward with clarity and alignment like never before. Not in a “I’ve got it all figured out” way, but with intention, inspiration, and an open heart.
Thank you for the continuous love and support. Let’s keep growing, together.
Much love,
Jamil ❤️
PS:
@sammlugo stays being a fucking beast behind the lens! 🙌🙌🙌
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@sammlugo
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@ronneypimentel
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@jordanschumer
Studio:
@keyfootagestudios
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