2024 was such a privilege and an honor. I met and became friends with some of the best people put on the planet. Said some hard goodbyes. Ached for my country and my friends that are far. Had the pleasure and utter joy of working with and learning from some crazy talented people. Pushed myself further than I’d ever imagined was humanly possible, let alone for me. Learned some lifelong lessons (the hard way ofc, as I do). Anyways can’t wait to live and laugh and love with all of you in 2025. The fact that we get to is such a precious thing. 🌟
it’s been 97 days of love letters to heaven but this one is special since it would have been your birthday today. the diary entry I found proves I loved you the day I met you and I can’t imagine anyone could have ever felt any different. you changed my whole entire life and keep doing that even now that you’re gone. I wish we’d had more time but I see you in everything now anyway. thank you for seeing me and loving me through some of the roughest times of my life. I do that on my own now but it’s really really hard sometimes. I miss our jokes and your laugh every day and I have noone to talk to about that but an imaginary you. love you forever bunny boy. 🕊️🤍
life got really weird and everything is loud and quiet at the same time and grief became a friend against my will and it’s really lonely out here and they all ask me all sorts of questions that I have no answers to yet I’m still here even though I feel like a ghost most of these days
birthday week came and went and the flowers bloomed and the smell of spring seems to be here to stay and maybe just maybe things will be okay one day 🌸
Happy birthday to the most amazing woman I know - me! The horrors persist but so do I. The grief is never-ending but so is the love, and so is the joy. 🌸🤍
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pics by the one and only @mriabrg
the worst week of my life in pictures (a crash course on how to find beauty in the mundane and joy in the pain and laughter in the chaos and love in the loss)
