HOT MESS 2/12-2-14 2026
Sometime in March, when I was so fed up with failed attempts to be anyone besides myself I started journaling about a caricature of myself named Eve who started as a vessel to make fun of myself and then it accidentally became a play. Then it accidentally changed the way I think. The way I view myself, everyone I meet, love, self help and everything. Then somehow I stopped questioning myself. I stopped wanting to be anyone else. I wanted to be me.
To say that this whole process changed my life is an understatement- I never thought I’d be capable of doing anything, I never thought I’d find people who’d enjoy it, who’d wanna be apart of it yet somehow this all happened and I am forever changed and grateful. It was the rebrand I was looking for my whole life. The problem wasn’t a lack of discipline but it was shame that kept me from connecting with the world around me. It blinded me from realizing that true connections are formed when you’re honest about your mess, you don’t have to earn love. You don’t have to clean it first to love yourself and be loved.
To kat- thank you for taking the words on this page and using your gifts to breathe air into it
@kattobits best director in the world
To Maryclare- thank you for being the engine that put it in motion and being the worlds greatest producer
@maryclare.ramirez
To Sofie- thank you for wearing a million hats and looking great in all of them. You’re not just a stage manager but stage momager.
@sofiedaley the mother of all the stages
To the cast- thank you for bringing these characters to life and using your gifts to make them better than anyone could’ve written or imagined. My dream cast right here. Truly.
To elsbeth- the most gifted photographer ever. Thank you for using your vision and gifts to capture all these moments
@elsb3th
To Umbra- thank you for letting us use your space to fundraise. If it weren’t for your generosity this play would’ve never happened. Period.
@ridethewave333 @noelmartin333
To everyone that watched, and supported in many ways- thank you. There is no show without an audience, without people to support.
I am forever grateful for everyone and everything❤️
