valentine alexandria

i'm attributing all messed up notes to the fact that i fell down the stairs today lol seeing everything happening has just reminding me that i've been sitting on this one for months when i learned that someone i grew up with joined the air force. it's also my first attempt at a quasi blues song. as someone who grew up in church i often wonder if where all of us are as adults are who our parents prayed for us to be, hence the song's informal title of "praying mothers/praying fathers". i'm angry! here are the lyrics: son of a preacher man came back home to the city makes his daddy proud works at a good company but the grandson of a nurse has just signed up to kill the free are we who our mothers wanted us to be? are we who our mothers prayed for us to be? daughter of a deacon man grew up to be a man of mage when they were a little girl they dreamed of singing on stage but the young man just signed up to kill and put people in cages are we who our fathers wanted us to be? are we who our fathers prayed for us to be? oh, lord, i don't know what to do he's gonna kill from above for a lying man who hates him too what if, lord, what if he kills you and me? if the young man dies following evil orders, who will write his obituary? are we who our mothers, are we who our fathers— son of a preacher man came back home to the city and saw his brother in christ get get shot down, shot down for the land of the free and the daughter of a deacon man just can't help but scream are we who our mothers wanted us to be? are we who our fathers prayed for us to be? are we who our mothers wanted us to be? are we who they wanted us to be?

new pictures, old pictures, placenta pictures, too, i've got a new kind of picture for you farm dirt, dirty floor, wet floor keeps my feet warm, quarter water, dollar fifty, it's been a great year for haters. PWAOEP/-T/RAT/W-B/PWAR/AEU/PWOS/W-B/KP-BGT/AEU/PERPB/TO/HROFB/EFRG/A/PWOUT/KWRU/WH-/KWRU/HRET/THEPL/R-R banish from dreams, dear, it'll help you sleep happy new year if i don't have enough pictures with you let's take more next year :)

posted this on my tiktok might as well post it here too More info on Vivian Spitz: https://sfi.usc.edu/news/2018/06/22376-women-nuremberg-vivien-spitz

i was a wizard for halloween guys (not dumbledore or gandalf just a wizard)

this year i celebrate him in the pictures he took, in the places he would have loved to go, and the people he would have loved to meet. in the jokes he would have loved, in good times and bad. in music he would have loved to hear, and in things in life he would have wanted to share. happy birthday dad. 📀 you better not be bothering D'Angelo for too many music requests btw 🫵🏾 he just got there dawg

24 years of being mother nature's b!tch 🎂🙂‍↕️ (happy birthday to @okay.kaya )

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Chad Mary, Maud Martha, Annie Allen's Anniad pink eye dead tooth no clear answer, try again later the speeches are getting kinda old but i'm getting older i miss my cowboy hat 𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐩𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐲𝐞𝐚𝐫 ☾ 𓁹 🪕☀︎︎🜬

i wrote a song about Punxsutawney Phil getting pissed that he has to pick early spring every year

𝔓𝔦𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔬𝔱 (/ˈ𝔭ɪə𝔯𝔬ʊ/ 𝔓𝔈𝔈ℜ-𝔬𝔥, 𝔘𝔖 𝔞𝔩𝔰𝔬 /ˈ𝔭𝔦ːə𝔯𝔬ʊ, ˌ𝔭𝔦ːəˈ𝔯𝔬ʊ/𝔓𝔈𝔈-ə-𝔯𝔬𝔥, 𝔓𝔈𝔈-ə-ℜ𝔒ℌ; 𝔉𝔯𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔥: [𝔭𝔧ɛʁ𝔬]), 𝔞 𝔰𝔱𝔬𝔠𝔨 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔭𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔬𝔪𝔦𝔪𝔢 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔠𝔬𝔪𝔪𝔢𝔡𝔦𝔞 𝔡𝔢𝔩𝔩'𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔢, 𝔥𝔞𝔰 𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔬𝔯𝔦𝔤𝔦𝔫𝔰 𝔦𝔫 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔩𝔞𝔱𝔢 17𝔱𝔥-𝔠𝔢𝔫𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔶 ℑ𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔞𝔫 𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔭𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔭𝔩𝔞𝔶𝔢𝔯𝔰 𝔭𝔢𝔯𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔦𝔫 𝔓𝔞𝔯𝔦𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔨𝔫𝔬𝔴𝔫 𝔞𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔢 ℭ𝔬𝔪é𝔡𝔦𝔢-ℑ𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔢𝔫𝔫𝔢. 𝔗𝔥𝔢 𝔫𝔞𝔪𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔞 𝔡𝔦𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔲𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢 𝔬𝔣 𝔓𝔦𝔢𝔯𝔯𝔢 (𝔓𝔢𝔱𝔢𝔯), 𝔲𝔰𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔲𝔣𝔣𝔦𝔵 -𝔬𝔱 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔡𝔢𝔯𝔦𝔳𝔢𝔰 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔱𝔥𝔢 ℑ𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔦𝔞𝔫 𝔓𝔢𝔡𝔯𝔬𝔩𝔦𝔫𝔬. ℌ𝔦𝔰 𝔠𝔥𝔞𝔯𝔞𝔠𝔱𝔢𝔯 𝔦𝔫 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔢𝔪𝔭𝔬𝔯𝔞𝔯𝔶 𝔭𝔬𝔭𝔲𝔩𝔞𝔯 𝔠𝔲𝔩𝔱𝔲𝔯𝔢—𝔦𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔢𝔱𝔯𝔶, 𝔣𝔦𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔬𝔫, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔳𝔦𝔰𝔲𝔞𝔩 𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔰, 𝔞𝔰 𝔴𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔞𝔰 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔨𝔰 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔱𝔞𝔤𝔢, 𝔰𝔠𝔯𝔢𝔢𝔫, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔠𝔢𝔯𝔱 𝔥𝔞𝔩𝔩—𝔦𝔰 𝔱𝔥𝔞𝔱 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝔰𝔞𝔡 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔫, 𝔬𝔣𝔱𝔢𝔫 𝔭𝔦𝔫𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔣𝔬𝔯 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔬𝔣 ℭ𝔬𝔩𝔲𝔪𝔟𝔦𝔫𝔢 (𝔴𝔥𝔬 𝔲𝔰𝔲𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔶 𝔟𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔨𝔰 𝔥𝔦𝔰 𝔥𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔩𝔢𝔞𝔳𝔢𝔰 𝔥𝔦𝔪 𝔣𝔬𝔯 ℌ𝔞𝔯𝔩𝔢𝔮𝔲𝔦𝔫). 𝔓𝔢𝔯𝔣𝔬𝔯𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔲𝔫𝔪𝔞𝔰𝔨𝔢𝔡, 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔞 𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔱𝔢𝔫𝔢𝔡 𝔣𝔞𝔠𝔢, 𝔥𝔢 𝔴𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔞 𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔰𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔱𝔢 𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔲𝔰𝔢 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔩𝔞𝔯𝔤𝔢 𝔟𝔲𝔱𝔱𝔬𝔫𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔴𝔦𝔡𝔢 𝔴𝔥𝔦𝔱𝔢 𝔭𝔞𝔫𝔱𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔫𝔰. 𝔖𝔬𝔪𝔢𝔱𝔦𝔪𝔢𝔰 𝔥𝔢 𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔰 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔞 𝔣𝔯𝔦𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔡 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔞𝔯𝔢𝔱 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔞 𝔥𝔞𝔱, 𝔲𝔰𝔲𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔶 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔞 𝔠𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢-𝔣𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔦𝔫𝔤 𝔠𝔯𝔬𝔴𝔫 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔴𝔦𝔡𝔢 𝔯𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔡 𝔟𝔯𝔦𝔪 𝔞𝔫𝔡, 𝔪𝔬𝔯𝔢 𝔯𝔞𝔯𝔢𝔩𝔶, 𝔴𝔦𝔱𝔥 𝔞 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔦𝔠𝔞𝔩 𝔰𝔥𝔞𝔭𝔢 𝔩𝔦𝔨𝔢 𝔞 𝔡𝔲𝔫𝔠𝔢'𝔰 𝔠𝔞𝔭.

ℑ‘𝔪 𝔤𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔠𝔞𝔰𝔱 𝔞 𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔬𝔫 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔜𝔬𝔲‘𝔯𝔢 𝔤𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔡𝔬 𝔴𝔥𝔞𝔱 ℑ 𝔴𝔞𝔫𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔱𝔬 𝔐𝔦𝔵 𝔦𝔱 𝔲𝔭 𝔥𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔦𝔫 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔦𝔱𝔱𝔩𝔢 𝔟𝔬𝔴𝔩 𝔰𝔞𝔶 𝔞 𝔣𝔢𝔴 𝔴𝔬𝔯𝔡𝔰 𝔞𝔫𝔡 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔩𝔬𝔰𝔢 𝔠𝔬𝔫𝔱𝔯𝔬𝔩 ℑ‘𝔪 𝔞 𝓗𝔢𝔵 𝓖𝔦𝔯𝔩 𝔞𝔫𝔡 ℑ‘𝔪 𝔤𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔭𝔲𝔱 𝔞 𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔬𝔫 𝔶𝔬𝔲! ℑ‘𝔪 𝔤𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔭𝔲𝔱 𝔞 𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔬𝔫 𝔶𝔬𝔲! ℑ‘𝔪 𝔞 𝓗𝔢𝔵 𝓖𝔦𝔯𝔩 𝔞𝔫𝔡 ℑ‘𝔪 𝔤𝔬𝔫𝔫𝔞 𝔭𝔲𝔱 𝔞 𝔰𝔭𝔢𝔩𝔩 𝔬𝔫 𝔶𝔬𝔲! 𝓗𝔞𝔭𝔭𝔶 𝓗𝔞𝔩𝔩𝔬𝔴𝔢𝔢𝓀𝔢𝔫𝔡 𝔣𝔯𝔬𝔪 𝔱𝔥𝔢 𝓗𝔢𝔵 𝔊𝔦𝔯𝔩𝔰 🔮🕯️

hey i have a new song out (all platforms)