It’s been really hard to see a light in this shit. That changed completely over the past week. I haven’t stopped crying. Thank you bass music. Thank you everyone around me. I fucking love you ❤️ I’ll see you when I see you
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My life literally changed in the matter of 48hrs. I have been in a really dark spot. Being told over and over that I have this much time, then each time even my doctors are shocked by how quick the cancer came back. Less than 0.5% of people get this cancer at my age. So it’s really hard not to feel like I’m fighting a losing battle. My perspective completely changed over the past week.
I didn’t realize I had so many people rooting for me, I didn’t realize I had some many reasons to keep fighting this disease. You should feel incredible, because this scene completely reinstated my will to live and my trust that there are good people in this world. I learned I can trust people to be there. I can trust that people have good intentions.
I guess I’ll see you when I see you, wherever I’m playing. ❤️
For those of you wondering. I have double refractory CLL. I have a CT scan next Wednesday to make sure that my cancer didn’t turn into lymphoma. Then depending on that, I a bone marrow biopsy. I’ve moved onto only having clinical trials left and I’ll be real, it was getting really dark. But this scene brought so much light back into my life.
Thank you to my friends, thank you to this scene, thank you to everyone I never even met but believes in me. I’m gonna keep fighting this shit and keep doing what I love.
Seriously. THANK YOU BASS MUSIC. I FUCKING LOVE YOU ❤️❤️❤️
To everyone booking bass music events, festivals, renegades, support slots, livestreams, whatever:
I’ve been fighting CLL, and the reality is I’m running low on treatment options. I don’t know exactly what the timeline looks like, I hopefully have a few more years in me doing this shit. I do know I want to spend whatever time and energy I have left doing what I love most. And that is playing music for people.
I’m not posting this for sympathy or handouts. I’m still here, still making music, and still want to throw down. I just don’t have the luxury of assuming there will always be more time later.
If you’ve ever wanted to book me, collaborate, or bring me out for a set, now’s the time. Even small shows mean a lot to me right now.
Thank you to everyone who’s supported me, listened, shared tracks, came to sets, or believed in me over the years. It means more than I can put into words.
To my friends, I am more grateful than anything to have found people that give me purpose and the light to keep pushing through this. This scene and the people in it mean the world to me.
If you’re interested in the treatments I am on. I am moving onto btk degraders, it does thin the options that I have in the future. Each time a medication fails, my options get smaller and smaller. The next one after that is called car T cell therapy, and I’m gonna be real. It scares the absolute shit out of me.
Really I have the best friends and I would not be as positive as I am without them. Let’s make this shit happen ❤️ thank you bass music
OUT NOW
The time has come! We’re excited to announce Exit/Wound by @hell_gnar is now available on all platforms! 🙌🏼🔥
A new sonic wave primed and ready for your consumption. Exit/Wound will draw you in, bringing the curated rumble of a main stage banger into your living room. This track is sure to make the rounds at the latest night festival stages and it’s coming to you first! 🔊🎵
Available to stream on all platforms!
Free downloads available on SoundCloud & BandCamp
#newmusic #bassmusic #subcietypresents #electronicmusic #bassfamily
I released an EP last week under my side project. I have a lot more to release, including this one. Ive been through a lot. I had to force myself to find a reason for this. I’m really glad I did. I promise it’s possible to find light in all the darkness out there. Keep going. The world is better with you in it ❤️
The link is in my bio. I started taking bookings under this side project as well. Most people don’t wanna process loss at the rave. But I can’t think of a better place, surrounded by people who get it, and care. This scene/music has helped me through so much, I just want others to see what I see.
One Week Out!
Next week we’re super stoked to drop another bass banger for you all. Thursday, 05/07 Exit/Wound by @hell_gnar will be available on all platforms! 💿🎧
This track rumbles and flexes with precision and swagger. A blast of sub bass and flavor defines a the heavy vibe of this track. Stay tuned for more 🔥😎
#bassmusic #newmusic #subcietypresents
Today I’m 33.
I used to not care about birthdays. I just never really got it. I never had a party growing up. But 33 years later I’m still here. I still have nightmares, I still don’t trust people, I still honestly don’t see the fucking point in any of this. But I’m really trying. And a lot of people around me make it a lot easier to see a point to this. So thank you ❤️
I am serious when I say that this music (and obviously my son) are the only reason I wake up everyday. I talk a lot vaguely about what I’ve been through, but when people actually hear it. They’re always shocked that I’m still here.
I guess that’s in itself is something, but to me it’s just my life. I’m not resilient, I’m not strong. Dude, I just got fucked really really hard in this shit and I’m trying with everything I can to make my life something worth living. I think I’ll be trying forever, but shit, at least I’m trying. Thank you to my friends and family. I fucking love you. You are the reason that I’m still trying. ❤️
Just gonna keep chasing the unattainable goal of forgetting all the bad shit I’ve been through. But the more good shit that happens, I feel like balances it out. Or that’s what I’ll keep telling myself. Thanks for being here. I appreciate you more than words can describe.
Heavy bass music ❤️
Yes my 4 year old picked my shirt.
I spent years designing these subs to hit on low end. Not saying don’t listen on your headphones. But subs are a huge part of this
DUDE 🥹 FIRST INSOMNIAC SET AT @beyondwland WENT CRAZY. seriously, so wild. And I got to play 4 hours of music I made, what is life 😭 Thank you dancing your face off. Hope to see yall again soon ❤️
Shoutout my dude @collin_curtin getting me out there.
WHOA WEDNESDAY // @shift.g.g 🌀
The mid-week OB ritual continues
Inside the Gallery:
🎧 MENLO
🎧 HELL GNAR
🎧 WANDERIN WOOK
🎧 WASANI
🔥 FREE ENTRY before 8 PM with RSVP
⚠️ ACT FAST: The guest list is strictly capped at 100 people
Hit the link in bio to snag your spot before they’re gone! 🎶🎨
Oh snap💥
Woah Wednesday this week. I got an hour and a half of originals I have been dying to play 🥹 see yall then. Get there early stay late. MAKE SURE TO RSVP FOR THIS ONE ❤️ shoutout whole gang on this b. Always loved what @wasaniwhoa has been doing with his art in SD, and just like a great human being 🙏 . V hyped to be part of this one.
shout out @whoadega and @wasaniwhoa
