my last & best trick of 2025….📖⤵️
@sam_with_skates_since_1994 &
@rob_krueger 🤳🏼
I am very happy to say, that I truly rediscovered my passion for this sport, since 1996 when I started my journey, it was the only thing that always gave me a save place and no matter how bad I felt, while I was skating I forgot everything around me and I was in my own beautiful little world,
but exactly that I lost many many years ago.
It took me more then a decade to understand myself why my passion faded more and more from session to session, from making more and more friends on every single trip around this globe and from filming all my friends for so many different video projects.
On one point earlier this year I reached the point where I had absolutely no desire to go skating anymore, all of this came from an early depression that has developed for almost 30 years into a severe chronic depression.
For all those who have always wondered why I’m such a rude asshole, I’m sorry that’s the only way my head allows me to act and react.
Thank you to all those who have accepted me as I’m,
for the few ones who have found their way into my heart, I’m incredibly grateful. I don’t need to tell them who I mean,
only
@gilbertgonzalez19 I must mention, te extrañaré por siempre, my little brother from another mother. 🖤
For those of you who have read this far, I never planned to reveal my private inner self here on Instagram and for the next time I fuck something up, please understand, I’ve only just begun to process the last 30 years of my life.
Thank you for reading,
and please, I don’t want your pity, give me some understanding instead.
Wish you all a happy new year 🥂
and hopefully we will see us soon ✌🏻
#rollerbaldingislife #munichrollerblader #tourlife
#fuckdepression and #acab because I’m also a nerdy car enthusiast
