This has been our normal for the past 5 years. He is the strongest man I know for battling these urges. All I can do as a wife and mother of 16 little ones is to sit next to him and help him through it. He started āgooningā when he was an adolescent, and the sickness only accelerated as he got older. He missed the birth of all our children to watch it. Once, when a nurse asked where he was, all I could do was say āvideo gameā before bursting into tears. Through faith, this marriage will endure. I have seen every category this man watches, and some I find exciting myself. But I can never really understand the demonic possession that requires him to watch morning, afternoon, night, middle of the night, middle of the morning, before afternoon, and mid afternoon. Please pray for us.
