To everyone who has supported us—whether from day one or just recently—I want to share something personal and necessary.
Over time, I’ve made choices and acted in ways that hurt the people around me, especially within this music group. Zac made the hard decision to walk away, and I understand and fully respect that now. At the time, I didn’t see clearly—but looking back, I recognize how much pain I was projecting while chasing a dream that had lost its joy and peace.
Some stayed. And among those who did, one person deserves more than just gratitude—he deserves deep recognition.
Philip endured some of the hardest parts of that journey. He experienced the weight of my mistakes more than anyone, and yet, he met it all with patience, loyalty, and love. Through every season—chaotic, quiet, and creative—he remained by my side. To this day, he is not only my closest friend but the heart of this music in ways that many don’t even realize.
Philip, you’ve carried so much more than you should have had to, and still gave everything you had to this vision. I see you now, fully. And I’m endlessly thankful.
To our community: I own the energy I brought into this space, the ways I reacted, and the harm that caused. I justified my behavior for too long, instead of acknowledging the impact. But that changes now. This is about accountability—not performance.
I’m committed to growing—for myself, for the people I love, and for those who believe in what we’re building.
I also hope, in time, that Zac can find healing in his relationships with
@grimobsession47 and Daniel. I know their hearts are open, even in silence.
Thank you to everyone who stayed, who forgave, who believed. Thank you to those who needed space—I respect that too. Growth is a process, and this is part of mine.
This isn’t about image—it’s about integrity.
With love and respect,
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@ayyorisk
47StillStanding
