thereâs two bearded men that live in my head theyâve always been there one is a hermit and one is a killer. The hermit lives in a cave and the rock walls are always wet, his eyes are always wild. The killer lives in a red barn surrounded by extra green grass. Sometimes he is young and blonde and sometimes he is old with a long white beard. Sometimes there is black and orange yellow that makes me feel weird. He killed his neighbors and put them in the barn. He has another red toolshed and sometimes raccoons sneak inside. Modeling is my passion. Modeling is like recess or taking a restless dog on a walk. Performance is freedom. Honesty is my favorite
Creative Direction: @gracesaviorr
Styling: @gracesaviorr
Lighting: @gracesaviorr
Talent: @gracesaviorr
Shot by: @sinistermind
Edited by: @sinistermind
Come party with me babe
Before the silverfish in my attic possess you
Before they replace your body parts
I always give u surgery
Each one until you donât exist anymore
Each one until your face is evil
Your body is evil
Until I canât feel it
I have to make you all smooth
Sculpt you all smooth
Mind wipe on your skin
I canât tell the difference I spin around and I go back and fourth and the bugs violate me
Bugs and ugly faces and ugly bodies diseased stacked on top on the bottom in between inside
Stuff you inside
Stuff me inside
I hide inside the ugly girl
I deserve her silver entrails
When I come up for air all pink and clean all natural girl
I think you are beautiful
But my throat chakra is sealed there are still hands around it
Spinning counter clockwise
There are still eyes with no light in front of me
Theyâre not yours but I see them on your eyes cut and paste embroidery
Cage in and cage out forever and
Iâm trying to leave my own head
I forget my shape
Bla bla blahhh whatevs I think itâs stupid heh
Tan emotions u can find them in the military jacket and America
red on the floor love hate gore it doesnât touch me canât feel blow to stomach too far away
I am cardboard
Cardboard lifecycle I pray for
Put me in water all clean dissolve
Put me in the field
In your energy field
In your cardboard field
Pack mentality
War family constellation
Cardboard family constellation
I see red and I feel cardboard
Creative Direction: @gracesaviorr
Styling: @gracesaviorr
Talent: @gracesaviorr
Editing Direction: @gracesaviorr
Shot by: @sinistermind
Edited by: @sinistermind & @gracesaviorr
Mind Body Severance
All I want is connection
Bring my light back to my eyes back to my chest
I admire you the most
I was 15
My sludge will always be 15
My sludge will always poison you
I want to build you a palace
I want to
I want to be together for you but my sludge is all over mold all black and 15
And he is always there
And i swallow him
And I shove my fingers down my throat
And I want to make you feel good
And all I want is freedom
Creative direction, styling, lighting by me
Me shot by sinistermind
Pierce me in my mouth I donât feel anything
Let my feathers grow so beautiful let my skin grow out and pluck them all out
And so then you pluck them all out
Over and over
And so then you let them grow back after you pluck them all out
Inside and out
And so then you pluck them out again and after you let them grow back
And so then you force them to take me and make me smooth
I want an X-Ray
I prayed for this new body
I love this new body I got
Direction, styling, makeup, posing, blah blah blah everything by me
shot by sinistermind
#interior #fightme #eat #finger
I just want this here
You are all my sweet little hibiscus flowers đș
You make me all blonde and you make me
I LOVE GREEN
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
#okay #đ #toohot #danger
#1 designer @malenespecht thank u vision of power 4 having me
I put a shoe inside a shoe and feel so like
Welcome to luxury
The hounds are chomping
Messy messy messy clean clean clean
My makeup is sort of bad and my heart is full
