on set he whispered in my ear and said “i’m the ghost of your dead grandpa” and i was dying 😂😂
anyways I did a thing with christopher walken the GOAT!! sickest day ever! see us in between all the sports!!!
thanks for roasting me Michelle Williams it was an honor saving your life & @jennyslate you drew some amazing vulvas.
if you need an explanation of the above caption please watch the show I promise it will all make sense
DYING FOR SEX out now on @fxnetworks / @hulu !!! & keep an eye out for your favorite harry potter lover Dr. Rupert !!!
#dyingforsex #hulu #acting
my debut album “let him cry” is out today.
my late uncle Armand, intubated in his death bed, wrote down that it was his time to go. the reality set in, and I began crying uncontrollably. a nurse tried to calm me down, and to help me stop crying, gave me tissues. he grumbled. another nurse came to teach me breathing exercises. he grumbled louder. It continued. he finally threw the pad across the room and stopped us all in our tracks. I read the words “let him cry” scribbled out on the pad. he slowly pointed to his son. I went to him. we wept in each others arms.
I hope this music can remind you to feel, just like my uncle reminded me, when I needed it most.
listen on spotify, apple, and everywhere else that you listen to music. 🙏🏼
written produced mixed and mastered by me (@giulliang )
album art featuring a photo by my dad
and a lost letter from my mother
“ma” mixed by Jake Aron (@mordecaimoroh )
“ma”& “I’ll never get used to you leaving” mastered by Pete Maher
special thanks to Kyra, John and Thalita🪽
for patiently always being there to listen and to lift me up.
& to the dozens of friends who have listened to the links I sent in the middle of the night. thank you thank you thank you 💛
⭐️⭐️⭐️ DREAMING BIG BABYY!! ⭐️⭐️⭐️
massive dopamine deficit incoming
the @bounce.nyc marty @airbnb team up was insane
love my bounce and marty gangs!!!!
Kev the champ!!!! 🏆🏆🏆
was staring into the candle’s fire today and realized I have a lot to be grateful for. came into this world with my twin on this day years ago and we continue to be happy and healthy, that is all I can ask for 💛
wonderful few weeks working on this real special show :) loved cracking jokes w this talented guy @madmaxdonovan . we of course were very serious immediately after. and an honor being sidekick to the gorg Gloria Reuben! make sure to watch The Better Sister on @primevideo starring Jessica Biel & Elizabeth Banks!
many people have known me as a very social being..
but I spent a lot more time alone these last couple years. out of necessity. trying to understand more deeply who i really was, after a life of trying to be everyone else *but* myself.
so, there were a lot of hours of just me and my cat in my room, poring over new melodies, picking away at the guitar journal entries, logic pro project files.
“let him cry”, this album of mine
began as just a few demos I thought *might* possibly be an EP. but in the midst of those demos…
I fell in love.
I spoke to my younger self in therapy.
I studied mandarin, visited my mom more in taiwan.
spent a month recording at my best friends apt.
said goodbye to my partner, and welcomed her back.
cried a little, sometimes a lot, sometimes too much.
lost my aunt Bel, attended groups for guidance.
& produced friends music, traveled as much as I could.
and at the end of all of it …
I’d pieced together my life, and found
that music helped keep me sane
brought me calm, soothed my anxieties
became a sonic diary
one that will always shift in its meaning to me
that is what “let him cry” is.
a record of my life through heaviness and healing. thru love and grief. thank you everyone for listening and hope it can be a salve for your heavy days and a light on the sunny ones. it surely was for me 💛
