My morning coffee with a cigarette do not hit the same.
It has been like this for a month or so, not every single day fortunately, I've been doubting myself, which is a good thing, but this thought has been tormenting me for too much.
The worry is: not being able to make it. And this thought extends to almost everything. Not being able to travel, not being liked by the people around me, not being recognized as someone who has a craft.
And I do not expect these things to be attributed to me as of right now although the constant feeling of being in constant a race unmotivates me, it is indeed heavy on my shoulders.
This could be because I'm still young or because I've seen a lot of people failing around me.
But the thought that no matter the type of this agonistic race, my own idea won't be worse nor better than someone else's. So in my slight uniqueness I can hold onto this hope.
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#CanonEOS
#zoophoto
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I Hope it felt like it did in the egg, secure, warm. Instead of being trapped in a zoo in awful conditions. Anyways, I've ordered a camera cling bag, a cleaning kit and a new sd. I have this paranoia of breaking my gear (Rightfully so), since i couldn't afford another set of it. So yh, I had to buy something to carry it around more casually.
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As I said, I'd love to do wildlife photography. But it does not provide quick income, especially in a big city and without a car. The budget is high and the outcome very low. The opportunity and experience could be awesome but i can't gamble my way out of it. I'd like to stop gambling entirely, fortunately i don't do it with money tho.
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and we are done. I'm all out of pictures, at least the ones that I like so far. Maybe I'll be able to post some work that I did a year ago, that I cannot post right now for marketing reasons, or maybe I'll shoot some more, until then thanks for the support.
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#montelivata
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Soon I'll buy myself a camera sling bag, and a camera shoulder strap. I haven't gone out a lot with my camera, since I'm terrified of not bringing my HEFTY camera into a patted backpack. Actually I have one and it's awesome for work although it sucks for a light trip. And in the future I'll get a Speedlite to compensate for my F4 on my lens.
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I've ruined the order of some photos, only cuz I wanted to spread out the photos as much as I could , so eh, next time I'll plan it out.
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i lied, no sunset photos yet since I saw my profile grid, and I have a few more bright photos to post!
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Sadly I became more aware of my flaws, especially in post production. so I'll run out of photos soon. I used to shoot 2000/1000 photos at any photo trip and keep a lot of those. Now I barely shoot 500, maybe 50 of them satisfy me, and when I start processing my images I discard even more. While processing I get this gutteral sensation if a photo does or does not give me that feeling or attachment in some way. And it's not about not having an appealing photo to show to the public, it's about not having anything that attracts me to the process, which I very like doing.
I usually shrug it off by telling myself that the photo is "boring" and maybe that's all, but I think that I'm starting to develop a preference and more firm style based on not how I shoot it but what I really want to shoot.
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As of now I would consider this one of my best pictures(first).
It may look simple but I really like it. The calculated framing, leading lines, main subject accompanied by other objects that are part of the frame. Bright colors, etc. Pretty hard to get when there's a lot of people around so I had to patiently wait for the best situation in my available time frame, since I was out with my family so yh. The rest is more of a Run n shoot type of photography.
Inspired by @jamespopsys since I really adore his work but this is in no way my main style.
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