10.9.24
Singapore Literature Prize 2024 Awards Ceremony, with Mom
‘going home’ began its life as a manuscript dwelling on the question of what shapes a person. questions of family, nationality, citizenship, and ethnicity swirled in the poems i’d pulled together. poems of spirituality and a relationship with nature came later, as i prayed and thought and sat and wrote.
many revisions later, it became clear that the book’s central theme would be that of finding a home. growing up as i did, between places and passports, languages and lifestyles, what did it mean to be at home with myself, with Singapore, with faith, and with all the other places i’d also known as home? how could i have contended that a home could be something of my own making, a feeling of comfort i could have of being reconciled to God, to myself? these are questions that i suspect will never fully go away, though at the same time, reflecting on the past two years since the book has been published, the notion of a home, to me, has remained vexed, contested, and elusive.
what is home to the migrant, to the exile, to the refugee? what is home to one who has had to leave their community for the promise of economic reward, or because of some unmitigated political or natural disaster? what is home to someone displaced, who has never lived in liberation, who clings to the hope that their homeland might someday be free?
at the awards ceremony, i was delighted to hear tributes to the poet Suratman Makarsan, witness the participation of President and poet Tharman Shanmugaratnam, and celebrate the triumphs of all those whose books were affirmed and awarded. i was heartened to hear that
@jeremy_tiang would donate his winnings to the Palestinian Children’s Relief Fund and the Transformative Justice Collective. and i left, ever grateful to have found some measure of home in my corner of Singapore’s literary community.
with thanks to the
@singaporebookcouncil for shortlisting my book for Best Debut: Poetry in English and
@landmarkbooks for giving my poems their home. glory to God.
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@nicyeozh )