The energy at Hyrox is something else!! When you step into the venue a wave of excitement just takes over, I canāt explain! Love seeing everyone compete, everyone is so inspiring š hereās to a good weekend!
@hyroxca@hyroxamerica #hyroxottawa šØš¦
A few months ago I couldnāt imagine doing a full race on my own.
But as the seeds got planted I wanted to believe it was possible. Even if it felt far away.
It always comes down to choosing to believe that you are capable of impossible things.
Believing in yourself completely.
It is only until you believe it is possible that it will be.
For anything in life!
So proud of myself for coming all this way.
This full simulation felt so good.
Feeling strong and ready for Ottawa! šŖš¾
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š @sweathousestudio
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Half Hyrox recap from a week ago with @evenements.hsq
This felt way harder than expected! You would think: half the distance, much easier! But it felt like a sprint.
The 500m runs didnāt give me enough time to recover in between stations.
I struggled to eat my gel (which I couldnāt keep down) so I didnāt get the kick of energy I hoped for at the end.
I felt soo slow on my runs compared to others, but it goes to show that even if everyone around you goes fast, stick to your own pace.
And I eventually I ended up catching up.
Exposing myself to a race scenario gave me an idea of how I deal with race-day anxiety. I was able to practice regulating myself and staying calm, focusing on one thing at a time.
Also you can plan all you want but ultimately your body decides. I woke up to my period that morning so the priority chaged to listening to my body and not pushing too hard.
To my surprise, I ended up 9th in my age group so I am very happy with that!! I finished in 37:59. āŗļø
And now for the full Hyrox in 3 weeks!!
Blessed because I am loved by God, by my family, by my friends.
Blessed because I woke up today and was given a new day to keep trying, to keep going.ššš½š
The last time I laid colouring pencils and drew on the floor was probly when I was 5 years old, maybe 8.
I recently did a profound breathwork session with @the_breathdance that reconnected myself to my Light and the playfulness i had as a child.
I felt like being her again.
So I put on some Lion King, danced and sang and drew as I felt. Scribbled with no agenda or need to follow any form that already exists.
Free flowing, to let myself free. I invite you to try it š¤š
some thoughts Iāve been sitting with latelyā¦
realizing how paralyzed Iāve felt to share the less exciting parts of life, like they arenāt worthy of being seen
but they are an (equally important) part of the human experience
and this is the start
I have this love hate relationship with goals.
Because I tend to get very fixated on them.
So the last few months Iāve been doing the opposite: no goals, no pressure, just going with my flow. š
And so the thought of training for a goal again made me unsure.
But Iāve been wanting to do another Hyrox race and when tickets for Doubles sold out, it was time to give space to that little part of me that kinda wanted to try it solo.
Itās like that āimpossible but possibleā kind of challenge.
So here we are. Iām kinda scared but then I remind myself that this is all Bonus.
I have gratitude that Iām already healthy.
Iām doing this because I want to believe in myself.
And to see how much more I am capable of, beyond my beliefs.
A lil layover in Istanbul š¹š·
I had 10 hours before my flight to Montreal.
The time to get to the city and come back to the airport left me with 4-5 hours to explore.
I saw the sunrise over water
I wandered the Old City
Had the Blue Mosque almost to myself
Ended up in the maze of the Grand Bazaar
And having tea and sharing stories with a stranger
Having a peaceful breakfast by myself
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Traveling to a new place inspires me
Strengthens my intuition
And allows me to practice my confidence and courage
Getting out of your comfort zone is necessary
To get shaken a little in order to build trust with yourself, to learn how to figure things out, and grow.
This little trip was the exploration I needed to fill my cup of adventure.
I will certainly be back āØ
Snippets of simple moments that have inspired me lately. ā¤ļøāš„
Waves flowing and crashing
Sunlight piercing through the trees
Palms dancing in the wind
Colorful shades reflected onto the cloudsā¦
There is no same moment. There is no same sunset. No same wave.
And so when I see it I canāt help but absorb the beauty that nature has formed at that moment in time. The little colorful miracles.
Thankful for mama nature. šæ
Thankful for mama Bali. šø
I could feel a difference between the version of me last year and this year. A version thatās more calm, balanced.
And Iām proud of myself for going through the mud. šŖ·
For deciding to face discomfort in order to set myself free from dependance on others, to let go of trying to control, to overcome fear and instead, to trust, and to cultivate happiness that comes from within me, rather than outside of me.
Difficult situations arise to show us where we are not yet free.
They become an opportunity for us to face what is hidden, rather than avoiding it.
And when we decide to face it - feel the pain, fear, hurt, or work through the discomfort - we allow it to exist, set it free and give space to joy, happiness and peace.
I wanted to share are a few shifts that have helped me so much in feeling more certain, more calm, more balanced and more free. š¤
Little snippets of coming back to this island that brings me back to myself. š
I came here to reset
Refill my cup
Get clarity, without the external influences
Receiving energy from this island
The space found in simplicity and doing less
Love - feeling deep love
Accepting the balance of movement and rest
Expanding my consciousness
Deepening and embodying my faith
And being so fully in the present
And in doing so I feel so much certainty.
That everything, like absolutely everything in this life is meant for you - that even in the toughest times I no longer doubt or ask myself, Why me.
I accept, and completely surrender to the truth that we do not know anything that is planned for us, but that what is to come is much greater than what we can ever imagine.
Blessings and miracles are everywhere, happening in the background - we might not know or understand what the are, but they are.
I wake up every day grateful. Blessed. āØ