Each day I’m figuring out a bit more of exactly where I want to take this! It was firstly just to get over the fear talking to the camera but it’s such an important skill and I feel like I’m just getting better. Now I can focus on exactly where I’d like to put my energy and the content I want to create.
Figuring out more about myself each day but that’s all beginning to center around putting too much pressure on myself. Time to get over that achievement based mindset that even when you do finally achieve it, your minds already looking for the next big thing to go after. What if that big thing is looking after yourself
Feeling stronger by the day, learning about myself, learning to be kinder to myself. It will all come in time. Starting to stack the small wins each day, till eventually it multiplies with consistency. but how can one be consistent if you are so harsh on yourself.
I spent the last 10 years trying to craft a persona to show on my social media. No wander I had imposter syndrome for so long, trying to live a life that wasn’t truly me. Time to break that barrier, put all my struggles on line and hopefully inspire someone along the way
Name a better feeling than being surfed out? You can’t… but fuck I’m not surf fit, 5-6 waves was all I could manage in the best waves I’ve seen in months 😂😅
