My Dearest Brother, My heart is shattered as I write this, because I can’t imagine life without you. What is life without hearing your voice calling me “Diva,” without your cheerful “Good morning divas” in the group chat, or without you strolling into family gatherings fashionably late—but always showing up, like we knew you would?
You gave me so much more than memories. You taught me how to carry myself with pride—how to dress, how to keep my sneakers clean, how to press my clothes just like Grandma taught you. You looked out for us fiercely, always no-nonsense when it came to protecting the ones you loved. But under that tough shell was a heart that would give everything—even your last—just to see someone else smile. You were my biggest supporter in everything I did—especially my business. No matter what I created, no matter how big or small, you were right there, hyping me up like only you could. Anytime I showed you something, you’d light up and say, “Thatsss fire!”—and in that moment, it felt like the whole world believed in me. Because you did.
We shared so many little moments that now mean everything. Watching sports, yelling at the playoffs, staying glued to ESPN—that was our time. In these last ten months, I held on to hope with everything in me. Every time you said, “Next year, we’re going to do this,” I’d smile and say, “Yup,” even though my heart ached with worry. Maybe I knew… but I still believed. I wanted so badly for you to beat this, to stay here with us, to have more tomorrows, more laughter, more life.
We’ve been through so much together. We survived the storms, found light on the other side. But this… this I don’t know how to survive. I don’t know what life looks like without you here—but I do know I will carry you with me, in everything I do, for the rest of my days.
I love you more than words could ever say. You will always be my brother, my heart, my forever protector Benji
With all my love, Diva
Happy 44th Heavenly Birthday Benji! We love you beyond measure,space and time! We miss you soooooo much and will celebrate you always 🥰😘🕊️🕊️🕊️🕊️fly high my forever protector
The Hardest year of my life brought so many beautiful experiences! This year is dedicated to my brother! Benji I love you beyond words and I promise to make you so proud! Before you passed you got to see the last few events I did and you said fire like you always did, it gave me all the fuel I needed. Cheers to 2026 ! Love you guys thanks for supporting me through it all to all@my vendors who are my friends that’s for executing my vision!
Dear God,
thank you for health, wealth and soooo many blessings I’m forever humbled and grateful for this little life, 36 years young Happy Birthday to me 🎉😘🎁6/24#cancerseason♋️
