FILTERED REALITY ULTIMATE BUNDLE: UNBOXING
(Kickstarter exclusive)
Thank you to the fine folks @hol_publishing for producing a bundle put together with such care. Thank you for producing a book that is such a love letter to the found footage genre.
You don't see it in this video, but every item was individually wrapped with care in matching wrapping paper. Short of receiving presents from family, getting a package in the mail has never felt like such a celebration.
Please watch the whole way through. The music and the video are my tribute to the found footage genre.
If you enjoyed the vibes, please keep an eye out for my unboxing of the HoL-oween Collection set made in collaboration with @jayjayrose7 . It will also feature the second part of the musical piece featured in this video.
Thank you again to @hol_publishing for their amazing curations. The unwrapping experience will be seen in the next video.
Happy Samhain.
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* Seriously, do not play with fire. I hope that's understood. This footage was the result of an accident involving me looking away from the table for a moment. One of the cards from the HoL-oween Collection fell into a candle. Fortunately, only a few cards and some wax were burned. There was no damage to the desk or the other products. DO NOT LEAVE YOUR CANDLES UNATTENDED.
THANK YOU TO HoL FOR BEING KIND ENOUGH TO OFFER REPLACEMENTS 🙏
#holpublishing #houseofleaves #filteredreality #jessicarose #foundfootage #horrormovies #horroranalysis #halloweenunboxing #unboxing #horrorpost #dolorem #samhain #burn
❕ CONFIRMED 16/10/‘25:
DOLOREM (@doloremmedia ):
Dolorem (or Dolorem Media) operates at the intersection of industrial, drone, and experimental soundscapes: “dark music for dark hearts.”
His work walks the line between abstract textures and visceral emotion, often weaving tension, dissonance, and silence together. His visual and lyrical references tend to evoke themes of pain, yearning, and introspection.
ZENSOR (@zensor_music ):
Zensor is an ambient music project that fuses organismic and modular synthesizers with manipulated field recordings and circuit-bent electronics. The result is immersive, evolving soundscapes that blur the boundaries between nature and machine. Each performance unfolds like a living organism of sound, shifting, fragile, and otherworldly.
On October 16, Dolorem and Zensor will take you on an intense sonic journey in Simplon UP, delivering, atmospheric performance, perfect for those open to experimental sounds.
🎶: Ambient, Noise
📅: 16th of October
📌: Simplon Bovenzaal
🕤: Doors open at 20:30
🎟️: €5,- (link in bio)
I had the honor of having my track 'suffer' be featured on Noise As A Form Of Expression vol. 3 by @drama.recorder
This absolutely gorgeous box set is available now on their Bandcamp. There are roughly 90 different artists on this 8 cassette collection. You can also find the digital album on their Bandcamp.
These projects are labors of love. Moments of vulnerability. Expression in its purest. Please support independent art. Drama Recorder are keeping the art alive with each release.
Thank you to Drama Recorder for the opportunity. Here's looking out for a full release together in the future. In any case, I am always proud to get a feature in this amazing project.
In pain,
dolorem 🥀
#noisemusic #noiseasaformofexpression #dronemusic #dramarecorder #suffer #compilation #cassette #findme #metalfetishist #dolorem
James Martin Bullock - my father back in 2004.
Last night, I discovered he has been dead since December 4, 2024.
No one told me. No one reached out. I just happened to check his socials. I had the thought of what it would be like when I got the news. And I found it.
We weren't talking. I wasn't talking. I couldn't.
He is many of my wounds. He also always made sure I knew he was proud of me and that he loved me.
He is also many of my strengths.
The fact is, I lost my father many years ago. To that monster of a woman and the religious zealots that slowly broke him down mentally...you will burn in your own righteousness.
He had MS.
His life was anything but easy.
Rest well.
In pain,
"Son" 🥀
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I'm going to burn the souls out of those that took him away from me when I was younger. Evangelicals are cancers.
- dolorem 🥀
This year has challenged my resolve and mind in many ways. As life has done to many of us lately.
I put this tape over my mouth. I'm slowly peeling it off.
In pain.
In fear.
- dolorem 🥀
Photography by the incredible @continuouss.visuals@continuoussvisuals.studio
Model/Music @doloremmedia
#artist #darkart #photography #headshots #artistsoninstagram #musicista #industrialambient #industrial #performer #photoshoot #continuoussvisuals #bondage #taped #chandlerbullock #artistprofile #gothaf #darkphoto #eyeliner #findme #darkambient #composer #horrormusic #horrorartist #bipolar #speakingup #dolorem
LET'S COLLABORATE!
I'm creating an avant-garde industrial/noise performance for the BANGS festival this year.
The piece will explore the turmoil of mental health issues in the midst of sparking revolution.
Currently it's a solo act, but I would absolutely love to collaborate with a dancer/movement artist to bring the piece to life visually & make it more interactive with the audience.
The vibes are a mix of horror, madness, and hope.
PLEASE DM ME OR EMAIL FOR MORE INFO
@amsterdambangsfestival
#amsterdamartists #amsterdamperformance #amsterdamcollab #amsterdamperformers #avantgarde #amsterdamdance #amsterdamnoise #amsterdambangs_festival #findme #dolorem
