Commemorating my sister,
She was such a natural born leader. A star in every room. I owe so much of who i am to the time we shared. She’s one of a kind, and we will miss her forever.
There’s no one that knows me better than her. I can’t even imagine spending the amount of time we’ve spent together with another person. Shes been by my side since birth. We never really fought. Our biggest problem was that we never wanted to stop hanging. When we were kids, I used to come back home after a weekend with her and my mom would have to tell me to “stop talking like mycah” lol. I feel like I’ve adopted her speech patterns still to this day.
She would tell people that we raised each other. And it really feels that way. We did all the same things at every stage of life. We joined social media together, we watched the same tv, played the same games, we had the same friends, we have the same personality...
She always went out of her way to make sure i felt included. I mean as early as i can remember, she would GO OUT OF HER WAY to look out for me. She loved me and i always felt safe with her.
I can’t imagine life without her. My brain can’t even process it. Every single year she was the first person to wish me happy birthday. And it was always a sincere, well thought out message. When i didn’t want to do anything for it, she would make sure we did something. Just to make me feel special.
Heartbroken just begins to explain the feeling here. I feel lost. I feel like i lost a huge chunk of my reality.
She was so special and I am so thankful to have had a pal like her my whole life. Someone i could always count on. Someone i could grow with. Someone i could laugh with.
She was so damn funny man. All of our memories include us laughing. Laughing hard. We joked through the toughest of times. Losing that partner, all i can do is cry. I miss her so much already. I spiritually and emotionally feel the void where she filled in my life. A travesty that I’ll never truly get over. I have the most fond memories because of the spark she brought to the world, I’ll cherish them forever.
