One day, you are like a breeze of fresh air to someone,
And then one day,
You feel like you are an emotional burden on them.
Friends, family, the loved one!
.
There are masha allahh days, when you are literally flying,
And you wish little more than that...
when you wish you could hire a boat,
Sail 'em to the moon,
Point towards the earth and say, "You mean that to me".
.
Then there are days,
Inside a cage,
Hating all your phases, including you face.
You are on the verge of all the verges that exist.
.
The blessed one opines,
"This happens to all,
This happens to them as well,
Or this might not happen to them,
But, THIS.... is jusssst a cycle"
.
You wonder,
What kind of cycle is this?
Is this like a short Locust swarm cycle?
Or a lonnng Halley Comet kinda Cycle?
Can I break this cycle like the cycle
that Guddu bhaiyya in Mirzapur,
throws, kicks and say, "Abey izzat ki mayyat nikal jaati hai yaar"
.
None of the above.
This is the cycle that brings the clouds,
And then the tranquilizing rain....
Some mendhak-wendhak,
then the unbearable heat,
But then the clouds again....
So,
What do you do in this?
You just breathe. I guess.
You accept yourself.
Or you accept that you can't accept yourself like this.
If you can't breathe.... you run.
And then you breathe.
Is that the cure? Breathing?
No, it's just moving ahead.
First, you be happy with yourself.
"I don't want to be happy"
Or..... just, fall in love with the unhappy you.
.
And guess what?
Happy/Unhappy are just streams of the same brook,
They are just praises of the same look,
They are steams of the same cook,
(okay sorry)
At least they are pages of the same book.
You read some, you skip some,
At times, you tear some.
You read a lot,
Skip less,
If it helps, tear them all maa ki aankh.
Then read a lot.
.
And then, may be, some day,
You get to write your own story, again.
You might go on a ride. again?
Or on a boat?
Somewhere in Kashmir?
(If it remains)
Or Bhopal?
Or just swim in the nearest tube well.
It doesn't matter.
All that matters is that you don't stop breathing.
You don't stop loving......
Or.....
You might stop loving.
Zabardasti kitna ghisoge?
.
But yes, you don't stop breathing.
I insist.
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5 years ago