August 💘 2007 - It’s been a really big year for me. 17 years since this accident, and almost a year into a comeback I didn’t know I was going to need to have 😂.
Right after I broke my neck, my main goal was to surf again. At the time it was off the table. I chose to try and avoid surgery, and my doctors laid out milestones I’d need to hit in order to.
There was a moment where it was going to be game over, nice try, you gotta do surgery, surfing’s going to be a distant memory, and my PT really thought mentally and emotionally there were some things holding me back. She gave me a month, we were just going to focus on clearing the mind.
Once I replaced fear, self-doubt, anger, resentment all those low frequency emotions with just love & gratitude — my entire life changed. I not only overcame my injury but I started to achieve things that I never thought I could — became a lifeguard, surfed again, helped others surf. I was completely new inside & out.
This year I dealt with a lot of complications from my injury, and everything felt like I was starting over — if not meeting my new normal.
I started working with a doctor that got me into even deeper practices of meditation, visualization, & mental observation. Combining that with all the physical work — it’s the only thing that’s helped me break through.
And once again, a lot more in my life has changed than just my neck. If not everything. (Although thank you x a million it’s really nice to have a straight neck again
@doctor_kendra ;) )
I surfed for the first time in 10 months, on the same week of my accident at the same place I got injured.
When you start paying attention to the way your thoughts affect everything moment to moment — you can’t make the stuff up that happens & heals.
I’m having more fun than I’ve ever had, and although I’m not 100% back, I know I’m going to be, and I have no doubt of what I can do. New mind. New Body. I’m grateful for the never ending lesson. I’m gonna surf forever. 🌠🌊🫶🏼