on 5/25/25 at 11:30pm, i lost my best friend. my best friend. the little guy who helped me get over depression, get ready for prom, and helped me get my masters degree. this little guy was with me during my first years of high school, my first boyfriend, my first heartbreak, 3 proms, 3 graduations, my first surgery, my first lawsuit, my first job, my first car, many birthday celebrations, and my first apartment. he was a gentle guy but a fighter. he had been through so much. and to be honest, he went out fighting too.
peabo was relatively healthy. but in a matter of about 4 weeks, a large tumor(bigger than his head) was growing in his lower intestines. we had no idea. suddenly, he was met with erratic breathing as his heart began to fail and his lungs filled with fluids. he did not want to go. he kept fighting
as the night went on, i knew he wouldn’t make it. i made the HARDEST decision i ever had to make. and it will forever hurt and haunt me. thankfully, he was surrounded by his lovely aunties(love you girls so much🥹) and myself. because it was his normal bed time, we all told him “goodnight” one last time🩷
one thing i never shared with you guys is that i struggled for years trying to find a job in public health. i told him “hey i need to you at least live until i get a job bro.” and he said “bet”. 🫶🏾 needless to say, i got a job a few weeks ago. i was able to spend a lot of time with him before i officially started cause i quit my other job super early. i am forever grateful for the timing of everything.
if you’ve met
@peaboluvs , then you know how much of a lover boy he was. trust me, he loved you just as much as you loved him. especially if you shared your food with him. i hope that you never forget the memories you’ve collected with my other half.
until next we meet again little buddy 🌈☔️. i’ll play some jimin/bts for u 💛 love you, peabo🐾
