Seems appropriate that I post these for #tbt - This was 4 yrs ago, I was so hard on myself back then for not returning to dance after college: "I can't afford it, I have a crazy schedule w/ my 2 jobs, I'm not in 'dancing shape' yet to commit to a ballet class" ππ€¦ Finally, I called myself out on my own BS, which led to many changes: I ended my miserable relationship, quit my survival job and my "paid in experience" industry gig. Was hired and later promoted to my first (and current) paid industry job, moved out of Noho and lost 20 lbs.
After 4 years of failed attempts to resume my first love/passion: 2 thrown backs, 1 knee sprain, physical therapies, acupuncture, multiple yo-yo weight/diets ending in emotional eating binges, etc. - I finally found a balance with my diet+exercise (plus a fuck ton of will power & self-work which I'm still figuring out) to where I can now thoroughly enjoy dancing again; consistently and without pain... like I did tonight! π€ ~*β€οΈπ§π§‘ποΈππΌπποΈπππ*~
#soulfueled #spiritled #radicalhonesty #trying #firstlove #dance #healing #dancer #nevertoolate #keepgoing #selflove
This year taught me that when grief is so overwhelming, all there is to do is find peace in serenity. Most of the year felt like I lived on another plane of existence, where I lived only for what matters and released everything else that no longer served me.
Losing my father was sad but it also felt like decades of childhood resentments just lifted off my chest and unconditional love came sweeping in from the ether. I feel more love and attention from him than I ever could when he was alive and as twisted as that sounds I know it's a gift π
His transition became my transition into an 8 month self-love journey - that is still and always will be, a work in progress. Full of grace and full of gratitude, always looking up - for I am Divinely Guided and Divinely Protected.β¨πππΌπ₯° ππΌ #HappyNewYear #2021
Looking forward to more changes in 2022, even when it's scary - we are always growing ππ€βπΌ
Certainly the most eventful year of the 2020s for me! 2025 was a year 9 in Numerology which is known as a year of endings and leaving things in the past, for good. At the beginning of the year my pretty kitty crossed over, ending my time as a Cat Mom (for now). And I ended the year with a new relationship with the sweetest man - leaving the single lady life after almost 10yrs π In between all that, I went on a few trips with family and friends, partied & supported my clients and celebrated their wins. Hung out with my elders and some old friends (and new). I'm so grateful for this little life I created and can't wait for a Year 1 in 2026, which is all about new beginnings! Let's hope they are all good beginnings that serve all of humanity ππΌππ€π½ Thankful for all the lessons and all the people in my life who made it amazing. Life only continues to go up, despite the rough spots. I love you all! Happy New Year! π€πππΎ
I think this may have been the most eventful birthday week of my adult life, certainly for this introvert π First half in Vegas and then came right back to work in time for our Fall industry mixer at Saddle Ranch! π€ So great to see family, friends, clients and coworkers for my birthday ππ₯³π Love you guys!!! ππ€π Thanks for all the birthday wishes! #35andthriving
Just some slightly incoherent rambling about actor-y things, life stuff, astrology and new moon intentions π€π Don't judge me for filming while driving π
Plant those seeds, write in those journals. Do something different or out of the norm for you. Now is the time!!! ππΌπ€π
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#newmooneclipse #newmooninvirgo #intentionsetting #actorlife #woowoorep #talentmanager
A reboot I can get behind! Perfect example of a societal narrative, defined by a generational planet, now shifting with Pluto's entrance into Aquarius ππΌππ
#plutoincapricorn #plutoinaquarius #plutoinastrology #astrologymemes #astrology #whatnottowear
I prayed to the angels to do what is best for your soul, my sweet Livi girl. And today, you are no longer in pain. A month of tests, timed feedings, several meds, IV fluids and still no real answers... You deserve peace and no more suffering. Underweight, undersized and far too young to go down so fast. I hope I showed you all the love you didn't fully receive in your first 6 months of fosters/failed adoptions. You are the sweetest, most beautiful, cuddliest, love bug a girl could ask for - you were loved and wanted. I just wish I had more than a couple years with you. π Thank you for choosing me this lifetime and for all your patience while I learned how to open my heart and love you the best I knew how. Thank you for trusting me and seeking comfort in my arms, I'm so proud of all the progress you made in coming out of your shell and learning to feel safe. You are my brave girl! π₯° "I am Word through Livi's sense of safety in my presence. Word I am Word" I knew you felt my intentions for you, my lovely Livi. I hope you felt it today in my goodbyes too "I am word through Livi's vibration and serenity as she makes her peaceful cross over" I love you baby girl ππ₯ΉποΈ
Another year down! This year I chose to "do right by me" in many ways and managed to accomplish quite a few things along the way π€π I of course did lots of woo stuff, hung out with and supported my clients (personally and professionally), I took up Salsa dancing with my client friend Adam, went to Smoke the [Hollywood] Bowl with my roommate and got high with Snoop Dogg and thousands of other people π, then went back a few months later to see Sarah McLachlan with my Mommy π€ Paid off my student loans and my car and then promptly got fender bendered by a teenager π π€¦π½ββοΈ My cat Livi got braver and bolder and now sleeps with me in my bed most nights (progress!). I hung out with old friends and met some new ones, went to the fair this summer and ate ALL the things and recently went to Joshua Tree for the first time π₯°πβΊοΈ Very grateful for all the experiences, both ups and downs. Every day is a learning lesson and I Iook forward to making the most of each of them in 2025 π€ππ