Old piccie of my room before we diy'd the shit out of it lol
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I've gained so much weight over this winter n it feels so horrible, I wanna lose it healthily so I don't gain again but I don't even know where to start, plus I am so broke bc my job has fucked me over. I don't wanna stay feeling this gross though and I feel sick that my clothes are tighter on me than they were, like way tighter. Anyone got advice???? I hate winter blubber 😭
old piccie 😭 haven't posted on here in ages whoops. I'm rly excited for Christmas break @ college cos I'm kinda exhausted. feel like I'm making good progress but like idk I'm so used to going back and forth in moods n recovery o well
seeing a psychiatrist tmrw for the first time in what feels like aaaages ...... will hopefully sort out medication n stuff lol cos I feel like I'm suffering w/o it. feel like such a moody bitch lately tho :'(((
my phones been dead for weeks but I finally got my charger so hi
started doing forensic science @ college so I can go to uni in a couple of years but I'm still working a shit tonne so it's exhausting n I haven't taken medication for like a month now so I need to get that sorted cos I feel really bleugh all the time atm
I rly wanna finally get some tattoos but I keep chickeninv out or like I cant settle on a style or design cos I'm so indecisive n I change my mind a lot but ik I definitely want tattoos
I'm doing rly good and I'm trying not to worry about an inevitable future relapse / breakdown and just enjoy it while I can. I hope ur all doing alright 💕
