To the little boy
who turned my entire world soft, full of sunshine & color…🌅🌊🌸
There was a time your mama didn’t think it would ever be possible to meet you.
& now look at us…
I get the beautiful privilege
of watching you grow through every step,
every smile, every little milestone.
To hold you.
To kiss you.
To feel your tiny heartbeat against mine.
You’re real.
You’re actually here. Sometimes it still feels impossible that a soul so beautiful was entrusted to me. My little miracle.
A piece of heaven I get to love in this lifetime.
& I will forever show the universe
how grateful I am to have been gifted something so full of light, wonder & love.
I’m sorry, my sweet boy, that your first year carried storms neither of us deserved.
There were seasons that asked us to be stronger than I was ready for.
But even through the rain, through every wave, through every unknown, we still found each other. & we always will.
Because you carry a part of me within your little heart.
Your mama created that rhythm
with her very own body.
That is how I know
your heart is strong.
That is how I know
love lives inside you deeply.
& that kind of love
can never be taken away..☁️💛
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#MothersDay #PostpartumHealing #SacredMotherhood #OceanMama #MyBabyBoy
This year, I celebrated my birthday a little differently.
My mom & I, both April babies, decided to celebrate together & somehow, that made it even more special.
This past year has changed me in ways I’m still learning to understand.
There were moments I felt like I was carrying more than I could hold,
like I might fall under the weight of it all…
But I didn’t.
Because I wasn’t alone.
My family showed up for me in ways I will never forget.
They held me during a time I truly needed to be held, a time where I don’t know where I would be without that love,
that support,
that grounding.
& for that… I will forever be grateful..☁️🌊🤍✨
Some birthdays are loud,
some are full of celebration,
but this one felt different.
It felt like love.
It felt like healing.
It felt like being carried
when I didn’t have the strength to carry myself.
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Photography Director📸 Me☁️🍒 @scherrycreations
Photographer📸 @mamamartinez40
Thank you for all the amazing birthday wishes🎂🌸
& Thank you, Mom, for capturing the essence of my beauty in its purest form,
you had me feeling like The Little Mermaid..🧜🏽♀️🐚🌅✨
Today, we spent the day at the spa,
releasing so much of what we had all been carrying together as a family.
Floating, resting,
letting our bodies soften in a way we both needed.
There was something so beautiful about healing side by side.
Something I’ll carry with me forever..🌌💫
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#MermaidCore #SupportSystem #BirthdayLove #FloatTherapy #PostPartumHealing
Birthday Tide🌊🧚♀️🌸
Another year arrives like a tide returning to shore, soft, inevitable,
carrying pieces of who I was
& who I am becoming.
This past year, I sank & surfaced
more times than I can count. I learned how to breathe with waves in my chest,
how to hold myself when the current pulled too strong.
There were moments I felt lost at sea,
adrift in storms no one else could see. But even then, something in me remembered
how to float… how to keep going.
& now, I stand at the edge of something new.
Not the same girl who once wished on stars
& dreamed in fairytales,
but the woman who became them.
A little softer.
A little stronger.
A little more certain
that even the deepest waters
could not take me. I feel it, this quiet rebirth,
like sunlight dancing on the surface,
like a carousel turning gently
toward a new beginning.
This year,
I don’t ask the ocean to be calm.
I trust myself
to move with it.
To rise.
To flow.
To become.
& somehow…
I am still magic..🌅☁️💕
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Photography Director📸 Me☁️🍒 @scherrycreations
Photographer📸 @mamamartinez40
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#HappyBirthday #HealingWithNature #OceanLove #DreamyVibes #SeaLife
I carried the cold for so long…
I almost forgot what warmth felt like.
but even the harshest winters
answer to spring.
I survived the winter
that tried to silence me…
now watch me bloom…
untouched by what tried to break me..🌨️🌸
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Photography Director📸 Me🍒☁️ @scherrycreations
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#Blooming #SoftbutStrong #EtherealVibes #WinterToSpring #Rebirth
It’s been almost two years
since I stepped away,
giving my body time,
giving myself grace
after carrying life.
Today, I returned to my stage…
& oh..
I remember.
I step into my spin,
I remember.
I lift my body,
feeling the weight it has learned to carry,
I remember.
The wind brushes against my skin,
softly pulling things away,
& I remember.
I move with it,
I flow with it,
& somewhere in that rhythm,
I find pieces of myself again.
For a moment,
I did get lost in the fog…
but the body,
the body keeps everything.
My mind remembers.
My body remembers.
My soul remembers…
in ways words don’t always reach.
Some things
I tried so hard to forget..
but even then…
they lived within me.
The body remembers what it had to carry, long after the moment has passed.
& still,
this space,
this stage,
is where I learn to release.
To soften.
To let go of what no longer belongs to me.
& to remember…
who I’ve always been..🎠☁️💕
Song🎶 by @kybba
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#CircusArtist #CircusLife #CarouselHorse #Polerina #FlowArtsFriday
I can’t believe this year has come to an end…
A year where time didn’t feel real.
A year that stretched & folded in on itself,
where days blurred & moments burned into my heart.
Looking back brings me to tears.
I lived the most life changing experience of my life & somehow, in the blink of an eye,
my little one is already nearing a year earthside.
Entering 2026 means saying goodbye
to the year I met you.
Where our hands touched for the first time..
The year I saw your first smile.
The year I heard your first laugh.
The year I became your mom.
& yet… it also means saying hello.
Hello to your first steps.
Hello to your first birthday.
Hello to my first full year as a breastfeeding mama.
This year, I was guided to go within.
It held both joy & pain,
strength I didn’t know I had,
& battles I fought quietly.
Some stories still live only in my body..
not yet ready for the world,
but shaping me all the same.
Oh, but my baby boy…
the memories will keep getting sweeter.
I trust that.
I feel that.
& I’ll keep choosing us,
again & again.
I didn’t break. I became.
I survived this year & I did it while becoming your mother.
Thank you, 2025.
You changed me forever.🌙🎆🌊✨
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#HappyNewYear #FirstTimeMom #MyBabyBoy👶 #YearlyRecap #Goodbye2025
Winter sunsets feel like a movie.
The sky holding its breath,
light spilling like a secret
meant only for those who stayed.
After the cold,
I’m learning how to open again,
not falling,
but drifting.
Letting warmth brush my skin.
As my heart opens,
I’ll meet it the way dusk meets night,
unafraid of the dark,
still glowing..🌅🎞️✨
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Painter 👩🎨 @munchieandmefp
Photography 📸 @joeronephotography
It is always an honor to be your canvas.
Nothing like putting on my war paint
to remind me of the glorious, divine warrior that I am.
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#BodyPainting #BodyPaintModel #FlowArtist #CircusLife #WinterSunsets #WarPaint
Just a mother-daughter bonding moment… Hangover edition😎🍸👶🏽🐅✨starring my baby boy as Carlos🎬😂
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It’s been a little awhile since I dressed up for Halloween; I had to take advantage of this moment as a new mom to make this Halloween into a comedy hahaha My mother played her part well😂🎃🌌☁️💕
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#HappyHalloween #TheHangover #BabyCarlos #MikeTyson #MomLife
Back on my stage, after nearly a year.
The last time, my Ocean was still inside me,
kicking softly beneath my ribs..🌊✨
I had to pause, let the seasons shift, let my body grow, let life be born.
Now I return, postpartum, softer, yet stronger in ways unseen.
My strength is rebuilding, my flexibility learning to bend again.
It isn’t perfect, but it is mine.
This dance, this choreography, will be my companion, until confidence blooms, until I am ready to fly into the next trick.
This is the beginning, of my postpartum flow.
A raw return.
A new rhythm.
A body reborn…🎠☁️🩰✨
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Thank you to my parents, for holding space, for cherishing my baby, while I reconnect with myself.
For letting me rediscover… her.🌸
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#PostpartumJourney #NewMomLife #PostpartumStrength #HealingAfterBirth #PostpartumFlow #PoleFitness #CircusArtist #PoleFlow
My Carousel Daydream🎠☁️🩰✨
I once dreamed in rainbows & butterflies.
A place where fairytales were real.
A place I thought only lived in my head. But I created it. & now, I live it.
They said by 30
my health would crumble. But I chose to dance the pain away.
They said my womb might never carry life.
But now I lay beside my Ocean, his breath against mine, his spirit teaching me
what is truly possible.
Together we dream, a world no one can poison, a world where visions
flow without limit.
As he nears 6 months earthside, I honor this body, the body that carried him,
the body that still dances, the body that is becoming
something entirely new. This is my dream.
This is my Mother Earth🌎🌊🌸
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Enjoy this little contemplation video of my favorite pole flow moments🌙 Had some tech difficulties putting it together (of course😅) but when it works, I have such a blast creating these📽️🎞️✨
Song 🎶 Manchild by @sabrinacarpenter
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#Polerina #PoleArts #CircusLife #CosmicFlow #CarouselDreams
From Two Pink Lines to You 💭🌊
A year ago today, I found out you were coming.
& now here you are.
My Ocean.
The soul who made me a mother.
These past few months have been a blur of awe & softness.
Your tiny fingers wrapped around mine,
your breath against my chest,
your eyes finding mine in a way that feels ancient like we’ve known each other across lifetimes.
I’m still learning who you are.
& somehow, you’re helping me remember who I am.
You’ve shown me that motherhood isn’t something I step into once, it’s something I grow into every single day.
With every cry, every cuddle,
every quiet moment at 3am where the world disappears,
& it’s just us.
Being your mom feels like
a wave that carried me home.
It’s not always easy.
Some days I question if I’m doing enough.
But you remind me,
with every smile,
that love is the rhythm we both recognize.
You are not just my baby.
You are my teacher.
My mirror.
My healing.
& even though I carried you for nine months…
it’s you who’s been carrying me
into this new, beautiful version of myself.
Thank you for choosing me.
I love being your mama more than words can hold..🍼☁️💕
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Photography📸 @nightedgephotography Huge thank you for capturing such a special moment in my life🤍 You helped me feel so seen & held during such a vulnerable season. These photos aren’t just pictures, they’re pieces of my story I’ll cherish forever. ✨
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#OceanBoy #MotherhoodJourney #FromPinkLinesToYou #FirstTimeMom #SacredBond #GettingToKnowYou #PostpartumLove #PostpartumHealing #HealingThroughMotherhood
#MaternityPhotoshoot #MaternityPhotography
