Leaving for a long run is always a strange sensation, thought I was doing alright with it, had the past week and a bit just hanging out with Chloe and the babies which has been amazing, then it came time to pack up the pool and sort of fell to pieces a bit. Scarlet & Jesse I’m trying to post more so when you are older you can see what I was doing and how I was feeling all these times I’ve had to leave you. Chloe I love you more than anyway, I’ll be back in time for your birthday. *in the background the main theme from Alien starts to play*