Im so lost , i love you so much my dear brother Gabe, you are my best friend , I can’t believe you are gone , I don’t know why I’m even posting these pictures and videos . we always talked about how digital realms are terribly evil, but still , I love everyone you loved and want everyone to know and see you and what you lived ….. you and these videos/ digital snapshots are all I have at the moment until I can collect you and your relics. you are, and always were my protector and guardian spirit,,, I’m so broken with out you . I love you eternally , and every one near to you. I never thought I’d be alive without you and I’m so hurt by you being gone . I reject nature. I’m still in disbelief and I know I’ll grow to understand maybe. But Everything is wrong without you, I will love and live hard like you always did
