iโve spent a lot of time mourning the time before I became disabled in 2022. this past week i was faced with the reality of what iโve lost. Iโm not sure iโll ever be able to put into words how it has felt, to lose and find myself all at once, in a way I wish was different.
but this week i danced in my room, i went on a hike, i spent time with those i love. i might not be where i had hoped, but at least iโm where iโm meant to be.