Yesterday my father’s 2 year battle with cancer came to a close as he passed away yesterday Sept 5th.
It’s so incredibly hard to find words to express how much he meant to me and how it feels to lose that.
People always say the bigger they are, the harder they fall. And I think the same thing goes for grief. the bigger they are in your life the harder you grieve. So although this sinking feeling is likely to never leave. it stands as a reminder to all the love and care he has given me over my life time.
At times like this people often say “if there is anything I can do”.
There is, just don’t forget about me, I have been in the shadows for a long time dealing with my fathers health and will likely be in the shadows nurturing my soul for some time to come. But I am not gone and I miss you all very much.
This passage is extremely hard to write because there is so much to say and yet, silence is just as suiting. So I will leave this post with the silent moment I took this photo of my father on our trip to Oregon.
