*The Doll That Isnāt Me* is about self-reclamation, questioning how we move from imposed identity toward self-authorship. Rooted in the metaphor of the paper doll: animated, yet subject to othersā ideas of being.
My research began with a paper doll illustration of Shakespeareās Othello by the late Donald Hendricks, which led me into 16th century Italian Renaissance dress. The women depicted in the many portraits I looked at were portrayed in ways that emphasised their virtue. It felt familiar, and worth exploring. My research eventually landed at the French Polonaise dress, where the many layers of garment made me wonder what would happen if that idea of dress collapsed.
Working with
@greatbritishwoolrevival taught me so much about the value of working with local fibres, deep-diving into British wool and its history. I discovered it carries its own stigma, so often dismissed as coarse and unsuitable for refined clothing. A fibre put into boxes, much like the paper doll I began with. My goal was to investigate ways to make that untrue, rediscovering what this fibre could be.
Through machine knitting, lace-inspired structures and knitted jewellery, what is assumed rigid reveals softness. What is considered ordinary becomes refined.
Adornment is not about decoration, but about a different language of value. And value emerges not only from rarity, but from craft, labour and time.
The gradual growth of texture and colour mirrors the movement from flatness into presence. From imposed identity toward something of your own. š¦
⦠Final dress knitted in 100% Bluefaced Leicester British Wool, by the Camelās Yarn & Z. Hinchliffe & Sons via Uppingham Yarns & Beautiful Knitters.
Collection Poster featuring
@alica.ack photographed by
@paulameiphotography , edited by me.
The rest of the images show pages of the digital portfolio of this collection, emphasizing the development.