For roughly ten years, Iāve been trying to protect my energy from the world. Iāve been hiding my light for so long that it stopped shining.
I sometimes got mad at the world because no one saw meā¦ but in reality, I didnāt even try to be seen.
A few days ago, I remembered why I started all of this, this thing that I cherish and that we call āArtā, and realized I had lost myself again.
Many of you might be wondering:
Ā«Ā Why is she still there? By now she shouldāve climbed much higher.Ā Ā»
Ā«Ā Sheās talented, everyone knows that. So why hasnāt it happened yet? Why is her rise taking so long?Ā Ā»
Honestly, Iāve been asking myself the same question.
I used to come up with excuses like: āIām a young mom, I had to work harder than everyone else.ā
But the truth isā¦ Iāve been more of my shadow than my light. I want to thank you who supported me from the very beginning, and those I met along the way.
Iāve always played the strong woman, but I have to admit that behind my disappearances, there was often a quiet collapse. Iām not saying this so anyone feels sorry for me.
I just think that sometimes, we also need the courage to show when things arenāt okay.
I remember now why I created this page called āRise of Cauliā, and everything is in the name.
So here it is: Iām turning my focus back to myself. Making room to breathe again, so the spark can become a flame and shine without end. šÆļøāøļøā¤ļøāš„
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Photo by
@seedreeksphotography AND this is NOT the final edit, canāt wait to show our teamwork š¤ (I just took a picture of my MacBook screen..lol) sorry Cedric.
The makeup was done by
@sabineestuneartiste and I loved it too š¤
Shot in
@lebaobabstudio_off
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