I feel I always end up saying the same things.
The more I get this chance of living in London the more I feel deep in my bones how blessed I am. I am so grateful of all the people who believe in me. Living in London means to live in an energetic, exhilarating centre of creation. This creation doesnāt always have a good impact on people, but whatās certain is that Londonās parts and people are always moving, changing, transforming. I love being part of this tornado. Sometime it feels overwhelming (you can lose the grip and get carried away), sometimes itās invigorating: moving with it- like a surfer finding the balance on that wave (not really sure if the physics of surfing really works this way).
In the last years, I met people from all over the world and backgrounds, I exchanged recipes and stories. I was on movie sets and had the privilege of becoming someone else for one or a few days, and meeting other people weirdly dressed like me (I honestly think being a Supporting Artist is the weirdest kind of experiment). I had the chance of exploring my passions, of believing in them and found crazy people who are doing the same: other creatives and real communities (not only online, but in person, like real-life humans!!). I shared and built households with people, I learned and re-learned how to live in community. I especially learned how to navigate London - many many cultures all together - how to learn about them, how to be respectful (and still learning).
I listened to music, went to parties, replenished my soul in jam sessions. I had the privilege of seeing artists starting from London and taking over the world. I have been in the small rooms they made feel like parties: speaking, making dance and turning a multitude into one soul.
I worked in restaurants, and cafes, discovered how we dehumanise people who are giving us services and how much we take service for granted. On the other side, I also saw businesses and food becoming community, people showing up every day at the same place, learning names, learning stories, exchanging anecdotes, saying āhow are youā and meaning it.
Ok, stream of consciousness ended. Have a nice Sunday, God bless xx
wow, this last year was chaotic, exciting, heartbreaking, full of hope, incredibly eye-opening and so so so long.
Thanks to all the people who animated this 2025⨠(in and outside of the pictures)
0. All setā¦
1. Just a regular day at the @estorickcollection
2. Sevilla + my sister = lovely bday in the š
3. Bday drinks with my favs
4. A masterclass I wonāt forget for a good while
5. How me & Emmanuel hanging out looks like
6. Catching upš„
7. Favourite sister
8. My Radical Joy gig
9. Actual radical joy in one pic personified by my source of joy: Reyhan and Anais
10. Dancing Queens
11. Half year card reading session
12. First bikini pic Iāve ever posted (ft. Flaski)
13. Not so good picture of my favourite event of the year (ā¤ļøā¤ļøā¤ļø)
14. Malvi & I, drunk together again
15. Marketing Team before my resignation
16. Cutting my hair without a life crisis (I think?)
17. Peach Cobbler joy
18. When I learned to listen to Ana when she tells me to go see the fireworks
19. š¦
every once in a while I remember Iāve been wanting to post this. usually at the wrong time of the day.
Here I am, again, andā¦oh well, Iām posting this time.
The right side of vanishing is something I wrote way back in 2023, when I was thinking about the rights and wrongs of ghosting. With this story I also started exploring the male pov. I loooove writing feminist short stories and Iām particularly fascinated by the role men can play in them. I always try to create multi dimensional male characters, that donāt alienate the male audience. I hope men can relate to these characters; find the affinity, the differences, the nuances that hopefully will make them think about or even question the world/system we live in.
hopefully I will master this challenge one day, if not, I hope at least my stories weāll be appreciated by all the amazing women I know and donāt know.
love
xx
so uninspired Iām posting this as if I havenāt been back for weeks already
Last pic is: I got angry at Lewis because he started rolling a cigarette BEFORE breakfast. He was more excited about cheap tobacco than Italian croissants. Honestly unforgivable. He actually ate the croissant before smoking in the endā¦šš