“(…)I probably should’ve thought about a better conception. Probably should’ve hold my breath a little harder for camera stability. Probably should’ve stayed in silence either a little longer or a little shorter. Probably should’ve cared a little more, cooked a little better, love a little longer. This is the loud noise inside my head as we move along in the car, silent, only so I can learn that silence is not chaos, silence can also mean peace(…)”