Cameron Moder

Just wanted to introduce myself if you don’t know me 👋 Thanks for hangin around 😊

@issa_kniife helped me write this one a little while ago. I love it. All my life I’ve heard the verse “love endures all things” But I find my self struggling with that often, because throughout my life that has not been my experience. Maybe cause it sounds like the platitude “God won’t give you more than you can handle!” False lol. Hashtag 6 kids in 7 years. I have reached my limit more times than I can count. Sometimes the blessing of God can be waaay more that you can handle. I don’t know about you but I’m afraid of how much love can endure. It’s human nature to just want a miracle to solve all the hard things in our lives. “Do this and it will go away” or “take this and you’ll feel better”. But that’s not the way He often works. I have learned there’s a different way. I am blessed when I realize my need for a savior. And for grace. When all of the good things I am doing don’t add up to the karmic fortune I think I deserve, or when I think my life is unfair, or thinking God owes me something. He is not our get-out-jail-free-card for hard times. I’m learning to renounce control of the things I was never designed to keep.

“I’ll go on” by Cameron Moder #songwriter #folk #americana #singersongwriter

Born into a world where all wonder had died I had no frame of reference for you I was not prepared when I first felt your smile My eyes finally opened when you called me your child I feel your love pouring into my heart What a beautiful beautiful god Your kindness awakes me with a new day of mercy You teach my heart to rejoice You bless my home with the laughter of my babies I am convinced there is nothing that can take me From the love that has lifted me out of the dust what a beautiful beautiful god Let there be praise on my lips On my lips all my days

Home 🤍🤍 After two full weeks in the NICU Moriah and I got to go home on Tuesday afternoon and it was just about the best day of our lives. Our girl will be on medication for about a year or until she outgrows this to make sure she doesn’t go back into those high heart rates, please continue to pray with us that they don’t happen again. Moriah is officially three weeks old and it’s been the craziest start with a baby we’ve ever experienced. The time away from the kids was hard on them for sure, and we would love your continued prayers for them especially as we transition out of all of this and try find our new normal, and deal with the aftermath of the last few weeks. Thank you everyone for loving our fam, and especially holding up our sweet girl, we are so in love with her and so grateful for her life 🤍

Prayer request 🤍 Our sweet Moriah has been in the NICU for the last week. She has SVT which is where she gets rapid heart rates that she’s not able to slow down due to an extra pathway in her heart. It can be pretty common in infants and typically it’s outgrown around age 1. Right now Moriah is being given medication to try and stop those rapid heart rates, but it’s a lot of trial and error, and then waiting to see how she responds. We are confident that there’s a great outcome for our sweet sister, but this is proving to be challenging practically and taking longer than expected for the doctors to nail down the correct plan for her. Moriah has been so brave and so sweet through this all even though there’s been lots of discomfort for her, we are so proud of her and love her so much 🥹❤️‍🩹 We would be so grateful if you would pray for our sweet girl, and our family as we navigate this. Here are some things we are praying specifically: That the doctors would be able to find the right dose for our girl, sooner rather than later so we can come home. and that this medicine would keep her from jumping back into SVT. That her body would respond to the medication quickly and ultimately that Jesus would heal this issue in her heart and it would be resolved completely 🤍 That Moriah would be able to nurse, and without discomfort. her feedings have been tricky with timing everything around medication and having to use bottles/ pacis at different times. Eating seems to really frustrate her and sometimes is what triggers her SVT episodes. Please pray for our sweet babes at home who are missing mom and baby sister. Pray for grace for cam and I as he goes back and forth and I stay with Moriah. We are about 45 minutes from the hospital which makes it a bit more complicated to plan our days. Please pray for cam and I as we are mostly apart from each other during all of this, which makes it all a lot harder. We definitely feel weary and the repetitive starting over every day with new doses/plans feels daunting and the end feels nowhere in sight (even though we know it will end and praying that it does soon).

Moriah Elizabeth Chosen by Jehovah; pledged to God 2/22/26 10lb. 13oz!! One whole week of this sweet sister and we are all forever grateful for her life, and very much obsessed 😭💕😍

Walked by an open jar of peanut butter with no culprit in sight. Smears on the steps and stairwell. This is what it’s all about people. This photo might be my magnum opus. The lord has created so much beauty around me. I’m never going to write anything more beautiful than our crazy chaotic house that is never ever quiet. Starting to realize that this is the life I always wanted.

Some stories are better when you put them in a song 😀

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Grave Robber from the new EP. So glad it’s finally out.

My new EP “ASHES” is out today. 4 songs very near and dear to my heart. Out whenever you stream music :)