My cup runneth…and so do I! NYC Marathon FINISHER✅ first marathon, my first World Major, my longest run ever…
Umm I was told it would be hard but nobody warned me it was going to be THAT hard, like wtf? Harder than any of my long runs in training, the most painful physical act of my life. I feel like I just gave birth to a new me 👩🍼
The gestation of this feat changed my life. The amount of discipline it took to never miss a long run, even if I was exhausted, even if I was alone, even if I was out of town… I showed up. I hammered it out. I learned how to feed myself. This sounds ridiculous but I was once president of the girl dinner association. That came to a screeching halt. I had to get my nutrition and calorie intake right to feed this sexy machine. And did!!!
The outpouring of support has been so moving. My mom, her bestie and sister flew here to spectate. My friends hosted a sign-making brunch and gave me much needed energy at mile 23.
@recessrunclubnyc inspired me to not only run consistently, but to undertake this challenge in community.
@lila_katherine , my ‘coach’ and friend, carried me emotionally through my self-doubt and accompanied me through endless miles this summer when she wasn’t even training. Thank you
@newbalancerunning for the opportunity of a lifetime. Thank you
@sayskycph for a race fit nobody else was wearing and everyone could easily spot me in. THANK YOU ALL.
Back to the run. Don’t be mad at me but I’m a little disappointed in my time. I know I have a faster race in me, I trained so hard for that. Some days you feel strong out the gate and sometimes you don’t. I had faster long runs in my training. Yesterday was a struggle before I hit the halfway point. It’s a privilege to be disappointed in something like this, but just keeping it real. This shit humbled my soul and slaughtered my ego. But it motivates me to chase that PR I know I have in me.
Thank you for the love!!! And the attention. I loved that part. GRATEFUL!!!!! photos by
@dshif and
@itsamechelsie