Today is my birthday. I wasn’t born today. My spirit was…
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Three years ago, on February 28th, 2022, I broke my leg in two places. It was a moment that changed everything. We don’t choose the day we’re born, but there are moments in life that force us to be reborn. That injury wasn’t just about healing physically—it was the catalyst for so much more.
At the time, I was already at a low point. Murals had become my main artistic outlet, but they demanded a level of physicality I suddenly didn’t have. I couldn’t walk, and soon I realized I hadn’t been walking emotionally for a long time either. A year later, in February, I had what I can only describe as a, world shattering, emotional breakdown. Even though my body had healed, my spirit still had to learn how to stand again.
Starting over became the only option. Work, friendships, and community—everything had to be rebuilt. I threw myself into art, working 40 hours a week while organizing shows and painting murals. It was exhilarating. It was exhausting. It was the best of times and the worst of times.
In that whirlwind, I lost my best friend, Captain Mittens, to cancer. I traveled to Europe. I moved five times in four months. I was still struggling to walk, but somehow, I kept moving forward, creating memories, connections, and a new sense of self.
This past year, things finally leveled out. I embraced my life instead of just trying to keep up with it. I learned to rest—because, in the past, when I didn’t, life made the choice for me. We’ve now had a full year at
@rollup_pdx and three years of group art shows through
@colours_pdx . I’ve found incredible friendships, both old and new.
Looking back, I’m grateful even for the times my world fell apart—because, through them, I found my worth. If you’re in a hard place right now, know that it won’t last forever. Keep going. Keep walking.
Thank you for being part of this journey. If we’ve shared a moment in these last three years, I love you, and I hope you know that.