âTV Dadâ- Caleb Colossus out now đș
đ„: @deniznz
prod by @bogerondatrack
wrote this one from the heart. as I approach thirty, Iâve been feeling more introspective than ever but also more vulnerable and fearful of âgetting older.â especially in the music business. feeling like my life is suppose to look a certain way by now. so for anyone who reads this, Iâll relay something my therapist said when I brought this same idea upâ- âaccording to who? maybe your timeline is suppose to be different.â
Loss.
âWHEN A MAN FALLSâ IS OUT NOW!
So many losses, heartbreaks, roadblocks, letdowns in the past 18 months while I worked on this. Moments I fell on my face and questioned my purpose and who I am, but if you know me you I get up every time! I put everything into this project and Iâm so joyful and grateful itâs finally here. Idgaf if millions hear it or 10 people Iâm so proud of myself seriously. This is my third album. No manager this time, no label budget, just me locking in in the studio weekly with heart, pain and ideas floating around in my brain. The beautiful thing about being an independent artist IS the process. The driving to 7 different stores to find a random vintage rug and Japanese maple tree for your cover shoot, spending money on a mirror just to break it, for ideas that arenât guaranteed to be rewarded and for ideas that nobody truly understands but you. This is my rawest work yet and I hope it hits you. Iâve always wanted to make rap music that MEANS something, that you relate to, that you see yourself inside because we all go thru things and want to feel seenâ- heard. This is for you. Thank you everyone who helped with thisâ Henry , the greatest engineer in the world. Youâve given life to my career. Boger, who produced every song. Youâre incredible. Edward, Sammie and the whole staff at Fitfo. Terrius and my whole team at RBV, Deniz, Sam, Greg, Cam Kirk studios and everyone whoâs helped with creative!! Grammy award winner Durand Bernarr and the incredible Justelle who took time to bless my records with their voices and last but not least all my friends who I sent music to who took the time to listen and give me feedback, I owe yall the world. Itâs my time.. now more than ever. Enjoy.
- Loss.