I've made it very clear that I've recently become
Sober from something that was far too normalized in Denver (please don't make me spell it out for you) I'm not sure what's compelling me to post this but hopefully it's something bigger than me and someone needs to see this tonight.
This was a decision I was forever against putting out publically for multiple reasons that were all fueled by my ego (shocker).
However, the amount of messages I have recieved by sharing ~*some*~ of my story has proven I need to share more.
It's scary to be vulnerable and it's even scarier to be sober and work on yourself everyday of your life but I wouldn't trade it for the world. (I still can't believe I'm typing this)
My favorite quote ever is from the movie "Beautiful Boy" when Steve Carell looks at his son who struggles with addiction and says "what's stupid about reality?" The answer is absolutely nothing.
If there's one person who understands wanting to escape reality it's me, which many of you have seen me do in person over the last 6 years or so. I'm so sorry to those people who had to witness that and in which I've hurt severely along the way (you know who you are)
I've lost a lot of friends through these past few years and as much as I miss them dearly and the memories we've had. At the end of the day and this is a tough pill to swallow and if you're on the other side swallowing it (you never truly cared about me, you cared about partying around me and what I could offer you) you know it and I know it
The point of this is to not say I'm better than anyone because I'm sober but to normalize getting sober after spending years partying in your early twenties. (Don't forget who is typing this)
If you know me well you know this is not something I would ever post on the internet. And if you don't know me and you're only looking at my page because you're interviewing me for a job, you now know I'm sober and the best, healthiest, honest, hardworking version of myself who would be a great addition to your company.
If you made it this far, which wow! please just remind yourself that it's okay, you're okay and it gets better. You matter more than you know.
Xx
Happy Hey Mamas Day to my rock, world traveler, emergency contact, and mostly importantly my LAMP (iykyk)
I have never met anyone who loves Caesar Salad as much as you do. Thank you for showing me what unconditional love truly feels like.
Honestly it's weird that I'm supposed to call this guy "Dad", we look nothing alike and don't have any of the same mannerisms...All I know about him is he hates that squirrel from SpongeBob.
Some people call you "Scooter" or "Scotty The" or "Scott" but I'm lucky enough to be only 1 of 2 (that we know of) people in the entire world to have the privilege of getting to call you "Dad" which means your stuck with me.
Thank you for being exactly who you are, you are so loved by so many people it's wildly contagious to the point people have used the phrase "1 of 1" to describe me.
I really hope you know how cool you are. You and mom raised two even cooler kids who have done some really cool things in life.
You've taught me so many things as a kid like how to ride a bike, how to change a tire, and all the stereotypical things Dads have to do but what you don't know is you've taught me more in the last 141 days than you will ever know.
I forgot to mention, it's your Birthday today. Happy Birthday Diva, go crazy. Diet Cokes all around ❤️
Love,
Forever,
The reason your hats go missing (not the peaky blinders ones)
When you get back from Thailand and they ask you how you are, and you just have to say you're fine when you're not really fine, but you just can't get into it, because they would never understand. Well, then comes along a song that speaks to you, that makes you feel like "Gosh, I can get through this if she can get through this, I can get through this"
Proof that I am talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show stopping, spectacular, never the same, totally unique, completely not ever been done before, unafraid to reference or not reference
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What date is it too early to start talking about color theory?
In the meantime here's a digital archive of designs, jokes (funny ha ha), art, and then some which you'll probably see again at some point.
