I got a bona fide sister this week and I couldn’t be happier 🥹
Congratulations Michael & Alisa! Your love is infectious and I love you both so much ❤️🔥
photos by me 💋
Why am I casually, sensually(, sadly?) eating string cheese in nothing but full face and a thong? Long story short: I did this act with someone over facetime who wronged me so hard this year. I was discarded with no explanation like I was The Other Woman (perhaps I was, perhaps I wasn’t) after being told that I meant way more… for 6 months. Many guys were cowardly pieces of sh*t and did stuff just like this to me in 2025. But this one who I ate that cheese over facetime with? I ran into them on New Year’s Day 2026. I thought I wanted an apology then, and they barely offered one, but I realized that anybody is worth way more than what this person did to me, sorry or not. Here’s to 2026. Don’t let people treat you like you’re nothing and come back into your life. You are worth so much more than that! Own it. And eat a goddamn stick of cheese, sensually!
entering late summer // took a harrowing jet2 holiday to new york’s hottest club: providence rhode island // going back to my ice princess roots (RIP Michelle Trachtenberg) // “they’re combing their ~bõb~ WAIT nowShAkEiT nowShakeTheBob yyyeeeEESss” // from 8/9/2025 i have a note to myself that simply reads “roach, with a bob” // and that’s what you missed on glee (i wouldn’t know, i’ve never watched the show)
26 was fab. bon the fuck jour 27! I’m so late to post, but that’s what happens when you jet off to France right after your bday, teehee. Now i’m back, settling in, and making time for reflections. While 26 was a difficult year, I don’t think I’ve ever laughed more. Thanks to all the friends, lovers, and diva extraodinaires who’ve made life beautiful together, especially: to the people who helped me find and get housing, the new friends I made along the way, the friends who took care of my plants in between moves, those who cheered me on for my first ever race (she’s a runner now!), the divas who danced nights into mornings away together, and the family (given + chosen) who lent me never-ending love and support. I love you and I feel your love daily. You all deserve the world.
With that, here are just a few silly moments as of late-ish:
1. me being me on me birthdee
2. friends being friends, same function
3. anushka lighting a candle at the love island party when it turned to my birthday after midnight. joel heard counting off the singing
4. new apartment has gorgeous lighting
5. office sirening at the gay evil boyfriend event
6. kat wondering when her husband will return from war work
7. ethel cain doing things to me
8. our favorite handbag
9. yeah… yeah.
10. ??? probably from alijah’s birthday last year, probably also taken by alijah
11. a night of queening-in
12. post-rain run
13. left-to-right: my wife, daughter, me
14. me coming for edith piaf’s neck
15. on our way to winnie’s, me explaining how exactly i will come for edith piaf’s neck (jk more likely gabbing about s*t**t**nsh*ps)
16. what happens when u leave ur phone in ur pocket on the dance floor
17. sharing a delicious snack with my love
18. 2 botanic garden beauties
19. medieval walled city in carcassonne
20. the river meuse at night
*flashing light warning* / Sfirman: dancing spiderman & Sfire 1 (feat. Marcela) / i realized i actually think about dancing spiderman all the time and well it works kinda / i promise this is the last i’m posting about this song for at LEAST the next 5 minutes xx
original spiderman video by youtube user THiNGYBOBinc
Yay running / family / friends / beginnings / endings!!!
Let me just say real quick: I’m so proud of myself. Just over a year ago, I left a bad relationship, moved across the country (aka the borough of Brooklyn), and began relearning loving my body / loving my friends. These divas keep me alive, truly! I just ran my first ever race two weeks ago, the BK half marathon, and won an award(!?) which is so dope! and something I never would have done without having the space to connect with my breath or my friends constantly asking “are you training for something?” every time i talked about running for fun. I cannot put into words how deeply grateful I am for them for encouraging me to be my best self (and also for them always having film cameras). Like, I seriously hadn’t considered running a race until a friend asked me if I would. It was hearing that question ring through my head in numerous voices that prompted me to, mid-run one day, google “half marathon distance miles” and set that 13.1 as my first race goal (also to do just as many miles that very same run hehehe). And now I’m here, on the other side of it, in disbelief that it even happened, and so so so thankful for these people who are always there!!!! My dad even visited to see me race :’). Also, shoutout to having a non-binary gender category in sports!!! That’s so fierce!
Also also also, Sfire 1 (feat. Marcela) is usually the first I listen to on any run. LOVE her.
Oh and the last 2 slides are from right after moving into and before moving out of my last apartment. We love growth!
Alt caption: 🏃🏻🪩 💅🏻 (feat. 🪴s)
going home to virginia, watching the blue hour sky, reflecting on all the fabulous silly things that have happened in the past few months that have held me together.
Most notably @alijahwebb published a heart-wrenching piece on @perennial.mag about being catfished & asked me to collab on some photos for it.
Also there have been SO many birthdays! When did 90% of the people I love become a Taurus or fire sign? And girl, don’t get me started on my pisces moon sisters 🐟🌝
And remember:
Eat your meals / move your body / do call your friend / get enough sleep (❗️) / never stand idly by / cry and also count your blessings / choose to slay ❤️🔥
ok byeeeeeee
Taking a dump because I’ve been eating up so much love 🥰 and also horror! Always remember to take care of yourself without turning a blind eye in ignorance ❤️🔥. I hope you find power in joy and experience it as a form of rest.
happy nude queer!
2nd slide is me at the beginning of the year, and the 2nd to last slide is all the plants (read: children) and dried flowers i moved with halfway through it. many things have changed! we have grown! we have regressed! we can’t forget our capacity to care is huge! thanks for caring ❤️🔥! luv u, thanks for sharing urselves
