Happy birthday Kaylee Reeder, even though it was yesterday!!! Glad I got to hang out with ya, and I hope ya enjoyed the cake and the magic fella that stopped on by! Poppy S. Fields, thanks for hosting! Also…. Goddamn fadoras 🤣
Trying Not to Fall For You - Bil Zarate
would you mind if I told you I loved you, would you mind if I could just hold on too, Would you care if I sat next to you, it could be anywhere, but I know, darlin’ we’re going nowhere
Can I whisper my secrets while we’re close, can I tell you all about my fears and hopes, in my head I’m pleading, oh please don’t go, but I know, soon you gotta leave me all alone
It was nothing anything you did wrong or say, can’t stop my jealous eyes from wandering your way, just longing for all the words to fall, to make you decide to stay, but no, so I’m trying, and I’m crying, while I’m trying not to fall for you
Was just kindness when you let me through the door, I had no idea what I was looking for, and I’m still stuck in my room waiting for your call return, but I guess, some lessons I’ll just never learn
Well I see your eyes every morning when the sun begins to shine, if I could only hold you, just one last time, I’d do anything I’d go anywhere, for you to call me mine, but I know, you gotta go back to him and leave me behind
It was nothing anything you did wrong or say, can’t stop my bloodshot eyes from wandering your way, just longing for all the words to fall, to make you choose to stay, but no, so I’m trying, I’ve been crying, while I’m trying not to fall for you
Oh it’s true, I do adore you
I’ve been in love with this song from the moment I heard it. It’s one of those that put into words what anguish I was feeling at the time over a person who I hope is finally able to live her best parts of life. I do hope I did it at least some justice, but this here is a cover of @stephgreensongs “If Nothing Else Comes Along” Actually just go listen to her version, honestly. She has a fantastic video for it!
I don’t post too many pics of me when I feel I have some “fine hair” lookin days because I hate vanity, tho that’s probably why I’m single and have been for 7 years and going on. Anyhow, I try in my own way that no one get(also probably why no one can understand that im trying to hit on them, so that leaves me
In a awkward disposition,  sigh* 😔 Also strangers terrify me
Double also- my version of hitting on a lady is equivalent to Elaines dance on Seinfield 😬😅🤷🏾♂️)
AMAZING show at the Sahara lounge tonight and so glad I went out!! Drunk now, sleeps soon love yall e
I miss this boy every day
Heaven, Hell, or West Virginia -Mason Cain Davidson
when I die, take all my debts, and all that I have on, wrap them up in a garbage bag, and burn them on my lawn, roll me up another smoke, sing another rebel song, soak my grave, in rot gut whiskey and water from the bong
Heaven, Hell, or West Virginia, it’s just a mountain of flies, stagnant shitty lakes, to them clear blue open skies, every foot I find an inch of a land that I despise, where the jobs in paint, shit, and the arrests are on the rise
Tell my lover, find another, tell my brothers to find a bar, tell my mother that I loved her, tell my boss to wreck his car, tell my daddy I was happy, in the abyss of beer in scars, hit that whiskey if you miss me, burn a bowl and count the stars
So keep Sr. on the radio, don’t say sorry for your flaws, hope and cope with someone happy, make and break your own damn laws, take the time to listen careful, don’t expect no damn applause, cause right around the corner someone sharpening their claws
Singing songs of trials in trouble, living by the gun tonight, taking a one-way ride to restless, make a living out of life, every night’s goddamn party, every morning is a surprise, and everything that you hold!dear will lead you to your own demise
