Happy 16th Birthday my beautiful Aaliyah šāØ
My heart is so full today⦠full of love, gratitude, and so many emotions. Watching you grow into the young woman you are becoming has been one of the greatest blessings of my life. You are truly something special, inside and out.
We miss dad so much today⦠I wish he could be here to witness all the beautiful moments weāve been creating. But I know heās with us in spirit, watching over you, proud of the amazing young woman you are. We carry his love with us in everything we do š¤
God has been so faithful in comforting our hearts and guiding us as we continue to grow, heal, and make new memories together. My prayer for you, mamas, is that you always find your joy, your purpose, and your happiness in this life. Walk boldly in who you are and never let anyone dim your light.
I love you in every way God has called me to love you ā as your mother, your protector, your safe place, and your friend. I pray I get to continue loving you and being there for you all the days of my life.
You are a gift. You are loved beyond words. And I am so honored and grateful to call you my daughter.
Happy Sweet 16, my baby girl šāØas daddy was say ā Love you PUMPKINāš„°
I miss you more than words can ever explain.
My heart aches every single day.
Even though youāre not here the way I wish you were⦠I feel you around me.
Just to touch your skin againā¦
to hug youā¦
to hear you laugh one more timeā¦
Thatās all I want. š¤
#GriefJourney #youngwidow #LoveNeverDies #explore #fyp
Life Without You
There are days I feel like I canāt even breathe.
Like I donāt get a choice in not being sad⦠it just lives in me.
People see strength. They see me showing up, being a mom, running a business, holding everything together.
But they donāt see the quiet moments⦠the emptiness⦠the nights that feel too heavy because youāre not here beside me.
Iām learning how to move forward without you,
while still loving you, still honoring you.
And thatās the hardest thing Iāve ever had to do.
What we had⦠it was real.
It was a once-in-a-lifetime kind of love.
And no matter who comes into my life,
it will never be your love.
I have support. I have people around me.
But grief has a way of making you feel alone even in a room full of love.
Iām really trying, David.
Iām trying to be strong.
Iām trying to keep going.
But I miss you more than words could ever explain.
And some days⦠it still hurts just as much as the first day.
#Grief #losingyourpartner #inlovingmemory #imissyoueveryday
After a long and emotional journey, we finally have closureā¦
My husbandās headstone is now in place ā just in time for his one-year anniversary in Heaven, July 9th.
This meant everything to me and our daughters. It took longer than expected, and while some of his true friends stepped up and supported us, others made promises they never followed through on. Funds were collected, but not all were shared or used as intended. Super disappointing! And has yet made it right to me and Aaliyah.
In January, I finally decided to take matters into my own hands ā something I probably shouldāve done from the beginning. I knew in my heart it needed to be done before his one-year mark, and Iām so grateful we made that happen.
Now when we visit him, we donāt just see grass⦠we see his name, his photo, and a place where we can talk to him and honor his memory the way he deserves.
Thank you to those who truly showed up ā your love means more than words can say.
We love you always, David my Love. Rest peacefully, mi amor. š¤
#vivaamor #inlovingmemory #myheavenlyangel #myheart #restingplace #rosehills
How obsessed I was with this man is an understatement. I spoiled him like crazy..
I loved looking at him in anything he did . I love and miss you so much.
The world is so different without you.
He would be like why do you always record ..lol
I would say what if I forget our life and lose my memory when I get old š we never got that chance . Iām so grateful I recorded every chance I got
The world weāre living in right now feels so heavy⦠so uncertain.
I wish you were here by our side.
But deep down, I know youāre still with usācomforting us with your soft voice, reminding us in your calm way that everything was going to be okay, no matter the storm.
I miss you more than words can say.
Itās still so hard to wake up every day and realize youāre not coming home.
That pain never fully fades.
Please⦠kiss your loved ones.
Tell them you love them.
Treasure every moment.
Tomorrow is never promised. š
Celestial birthday wishes š«¶! Your journey on earth ended July 9th, but your impactful memories remain.
Born November 15, 1982, we celebrated you and will continue to as long as we live.
Your love & light shines on!
God's embraced his best!
We celebrate your life ,cherish moments and hold you close to heart.
Forever loved, wife, kids, grandbaby + Family & Friends.
#forever41