Dear all,
Two years ago I decided that I wanted to do something for myself, so I took my ass to a breathing retreat together with a small group of beautiful people. I felt so out of place, because these people had real shit they needed to process and breathe through, and I was just someone who lost her sense of self. Little did I know that I came back as a renewed version of myself after these fulfilling days of going deep into whatever feelings I was feeling. I started to focus on myself more and on the people I love around me and noticed something…
Even though I was feeling good about my life at that moment, something was holding me back from being the me I needed and wanted to be. I did not want to admit it, but the thing holding me back from truly being me, was my modelling career. After talking to the people who truly know me, I decided to take a step back from modelling and focus on all the other possibilities life has in store for me. This has been an ongoing process, and it feels good to share this with everyone who has meant a lot to me and my (eight-year-long, OMG I’m getting old) career.
Thank you to everyone who supported me in this rollercoaster from day one, you guys are the best! Keep doing what you are doing, sending out creativity into this crazy world we live in and do so with the beautiful energy that I got to witness over the many years in the industry. To all my friends and family, I love you, and I could not have done all of this without you. All of you have a lil special place.
Thank you, thank you x
Hiyaaa! I’ve been off socials for a bit, as I felt overwhelmed with… just everything really. But I’m back after a much needed break and all I want is to share a roll that captured some precious moments with my beautiful friends ✨