I picked a camera up about 6 years. I never imagined where it would lead me & the amount of opportunities that would arise from something so random, especially because something like videography and “content creation” hasn’t been as relevant in the past as it is today. Compared to where I started I personally think I have came a long way with a camera. I’m proud of it but there is a constant lingering feeling of not being satisfied with it. I’m not sure if it’s good or bad. Whatever folks. Thanks for your guy’s support. FOLLOW YOUR DREAMS. GOD BLESS 💯❤️
Reflections
Coming straight into November my head is in a different place. A different type of energy. Lord knows I needed it, self destruction has been a WIDE open door for me lately and being able to have the strength to not walk thru it has been a blessing. Thank you Jesus.
hood poetry
I remember back when photography/videography wasn’t as popular as it is now. I would go out in my little city and just film anyone & anything. I shared so many dope moments with strangers and even made life long friends. Getting “the shot” was only half of the experience. Those intimate moments with whoever I was working with will always hold a special place in my heart. I only bring this up because I’ve been seeing so #much AI generated content & I think it looks good but that’s it. I don’t feel shit & ima big fan of feeling shit.
#cinema #art
moving forward not only because we have to, but also because we’ve worked too hard to give up now. Too much people depend on you, so lace up your shoes & go be great. Even if the walls are caving in on you.
It’s okay to not be okay..
I’ve been dialed in on making some poor choices these past couple weeks & sometimes I question if this is simply my fate or if there’s actually something out there trying to distract me & take me off track to keep me from fulfilling my God given purpose. (It’s me lol) I feel a heavy weight constantly, like I have to walk this straight line and honestly sometimes I’m afraid because I know danm straight I’m not capable of doing so & so the guilt and shame of falling short sometimes leads me on a downward spiral. It’s never really that deep though, I’m learning to understand that life won’t always be pretty and if you look closely there’s always beauty in the struggle.. anyways. My life been feeling like a movie and I really needa go take a shower . Bye Felicia
FROM NOTHING. People like us were never meant to make it this far. Some are still behind bars , lost , or in the grave. If it wasn’t for the Lords grace that would most definitely be my fate as well, but here I am creating my own lane in hopes to have a positive impact in the lives of many alongside my brothers.. This is still the beginning for us & we will continue to move forward. GODSPEEEED
Life is so BEAUUTIFUL . GOD IS SO GOOD. & I’m extremely thankful for all the amazing people I’ve crossed paths with recently. For everyone who believed in me before I believed in myself . There are times when i genuinely don’t understand how I’ve been able to achieve certain things in my life considering certain circumstances . It’s lowkey been a wild ride … but we rollin till the wheels fall off.
The next chapter for me begins. today I turn 28 years old & the most important realization I’ve made leading up to this point is that absolutely nothing that I’ve built , no new height I reached , no new job , no amount of money , nothing I created , NOTHING matters if I don’t have God. God has been my ultimate source of EVERYTHING I’ve needed to strive and I’m truly blessed and grateful for everything he has done for me. Although I’m possibly the biggest hypocrite to exist even I fully conscious recognizing that my maker is truly the one who deserves all the Glory. Life itself is the most beautiful gift I have recieved and I’ve been fortunate enough to experience true love, peace, and everything else that comes from Him. If there is one message I can leave you all with is to seek him. Don’t wait till you think you are good enough, or whatever ur reason. He loves you regardless. Thats it. Much love family.
Growing up first‑gen Mexican‑American taught me hustle early, but it has also been one of my biggest challenges. My family came here with nothing but a dream & I’ve carried that same state of mind ever since. There’s almost this sense of pressure that I feel that now it’s my turn to achieve something “life altering” for my own seeds but I’m likeee yoo wtf I just got here haha..
I’ve had to learn the system while surviving in it. Literally. I grew up in neighborhoods where being at the wrong place at the wrong time could cost you your life. My older brother is currently in prison for poor choices but I feel like sometimes things like that are just inevitable here ,But that’s what has built me to who I am today &
I’m proud of how far I’ve come because regardless of everything that’s happened I’ve been able to create my own lane & work alongside some of the most influential brands when it comes the culture. These next steps forward will be for my family, for the ones who sacrificed before me, and for the next generation so they never have to start from zero. GOD BLESS 🇲🇽 🇺🇸
I’m feeling extremely grateful right now for all the blessings that have came my direction, half the time I feel like I’m undeserving of such great opportunities, responsibilities, & relationships I’ve built & all the lives I’ve been able to touch thru my art. Then I remember I serve a loving God. The creator of Love itself. The one Who wants the best for me regardless of my performance. In reality it is Him who has held me together in the midst of my recklessness. Thank you Lord. & thank you to everyone who has supported & believed in me before I believed in myself. I hope anyone reading this continues to move forward on this journey we call life ..even in the tough dark moments we have to keep our heads up because we have people counting on us. Fuck all the hate bs don’t worry about nun of it. Do what you gotta do & then enjoy the fruits of your labor with ur loved ones.. GOD BLESS
