//S p a n i e n//
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Who knew the sun would feel even warmer when I'm with you?
Love found in unexpected places (for us both).
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#mytinyatlasspain #travelgirls #benidorm #kiwi #lifeabroad
//H i g h o n y o u//
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I started my year off with intention. Intention to lean further into things that bring me joy, to things that challenge me, to things that scare me by holding up a mirror to parts of me that I have been afraid to look at for so long. Perhaps I wanted to be reborn. Maybe not as something completely new, but as someone who would never again let her essence be stifled, her light be dimmed, or her voice be silenced.
Being with, and tying with @feuer_taenzer is always such a beautiful, yet sobering experience. Whatever is going on internally, he sees it. If I'm holding something back, he finds it. If I'm fighting to look away from something, he'll hold it up gently and ask me why.
Feeling this transparent can be a very painful experience for those of us who have found safety in opacity, who have built city walls for safety. It can feel like a ice pool plunge when someone whispers "sure, you're safe, but isn't it lonely in there all by yourself?". But it feels like coming up for air when they say "I'm here whenever you're ready to let me in".
Here's to 2026.
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#shibari #shibariswitzerland #shibarimodel #emotional #kiwiscanfly
🌙 Sketcherei & @lunacy_berlin
Join us on Thursday, October 30th as House Lunacy opens its doors once again at @renate.berlin . This time, the theme is 🦇Decayed Decadence, and we can’t wait to draw the beautiful creatures of the night.
We start at 23:00 with immersive life drawing workshop lead by @kayhues .
Afterwards we will have some space for volunteers from the audience to be our models.
We do short break for the opening show and will be back after midnight with 2 amazing models @beckiberlin and @evilynfrantic .
Join our creative art cave—materials will be provided!
📷 by @ronilugassi
//W a t e r a n d w i n e//
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Copenhagen is always a treat - especially with the best guide. Because life is about balance, we did sightseeing and flash dining on the Saturday, so then we could get weird and f*cked up at the workshop on the Sunday 😂 Love CPH, love Kinbaku Lounge, loved this trip.
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#copenhagen #kinbakulounge #Denmark #kink #kinkcommunity #kiwiabroad #mytinyatlas #momentsofmine
Some impressions from Midsummer dreams @lunacy_berlin magic 🌙
Thanks for @beckiberlin for posing for us and to amazing photographer @ronilugassi for capturing these precious moments.
Next @lunacy_berlin is on September 25th, come create art with us 🎨
#berlin #sketcherei #lunacy
//A l l u n e e d is//
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I'm a total sucker for declarations of love. So watching someone I love so much committ herself to the love of her life was a moment I couldn't stand to miss. Every detail was perfect - and every single one reflected @may_otter 's eye for detail. Stefan kindly provided me a handsome accompaniment (that man can wear the HELL out of a suit!), and even though I was nervous, I managed to not cry during my speech to the lovely newly weds. It was so sweet to see @petit_truffon and other familiar faces again, too ❤️❤️
Backstage at @lunacy_berlin after making my dear @beckiberlin even prettier then she allready is in our show with some flowers... and a staplegun.😁
Yes, we can do pretty, but we're just not satisfied if nobody in the audience get's at least a bit... uncomfortable... watching our shenanigans i guess. 😅
Thanks to all my fellow lunatics. Hanging and (re)connecting with you was such a delight. ❤️
#lunacyberlin #lunacy #houseoflunacy #houseoflunacyberlin #bondage #bondagefun #bondageart #shibari #shibariart #shibariartwork #shibariartist #shibariartiste #shibarifun #staplegunfun #staplegun #flowerbondage #flowershibari
//W i n t e r W o n d e r//
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Some shots that really reiterate the peace I feel when up in Norway. This was taken just after all the birthday craziness, and it gave me some (sometimes painful) time to reflect on my emotions, and re-balance myself.
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#mytinyatlas #mytinyatlasnorway #trondheim #trønderlag #winter #snowedin #kiwiabroad #travelgirls #lifeabroad #kiwiscanfly #landscape
//L o v e H a t e//
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I returned to the incredible venue @spook.club in Valencia a few weeks ago and got to enjoy @ihatemodels1 in the best environment so far! I love how Spanish people do not let your lack of Spanish hinder their conversation with you 😂 big thanks to my dancing buddy for the entire set, Vittorio. I hope he drank plenty of water later!
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#ihatemodels #spookvalencia #spookdiscoteca #valencia #techno #mytinyatlas #mytinyatlasspain #spain #technoabroad #travelgirls #music
//M y l o v e//
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I got to share some beautiful rope experiences with one of my loves the other week, and with one of the loveliest riggers in town ❤️❤️ It was nice that even though we like different things from rope, we can still find ways to engage in it together.
#shibari #mytinyatlas #mytinyatlasberlin #kiwiabroad #rope #darumaberlin #lifeabroad #lifeinropes #shibariart
//S u m m e r S i b s//
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Always at this time of year, I find myself thinking of and missing my big brother @sharpy_nz more. I feel so lucky to have him around, even if it's not quite as close, locationally speaking, as I would like.
This is one of my fave photos from my last visit, with @schteven_waffel looking extremely ominous in the background 🤣
#mytinyatlas #mytinyatlasnewzealand #ggi #kiwiabroad #siblinggoals #bestbrother #expatlife #lifeabroad
//c l o w n a r o u n d//
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It's been a while since I updated the grid, but had such a fun time at @lunacy_berlin last time, blowing bubbles, convincing people that it's fun to take candy from strangers (hi, it's me, I'm the stranger) and just generally being a little creep!
First photo: 📸 @ronilugassi
Make-up: @toxic_baby_creations
#houseoflunacy #houseoflunacyberlin #clowning #showgirllife #performerlife #creepy #kiwiabroad #mytinyatlas #mytinyatlasberlin #Lunacyberlin
