my beautiful beautiful boy. you brought a smile across my face i never knew was possible, and i swear my abs have never look better after you had be unable to breathe laughing time and time again. i would give anything to hear your laugh one more time; to see the way you look at me one last time. i would move mountains if it meant i could have one more conversation with you. i wasn’t supposed to fall for you as hard as i did but i couldn’t help it, every time i looked at you my heart fell and i couldn’t stop looking at you. you brought my light in my darkness moments and i don’t know what im going to do without you. who’s am i going to call to laugh at my problems? who am i going to stay up with all night because i can’t stand to waste a second of time with? who’s arms am i going to jump intos when they get home for thanksgiving break and we get to have another amazing week of our lives? i wish more then anything that i got to love you longer, but you loved me in a way i never knew i deserved and i will cherish that for the rest of my life. i hope i got to do the same for you. so until i get see you again i will find you in every way i can, weather it be owls on telephone wire, to the lighten in every thunder storm, i find my pretty boy in every song and movie i come across, and in little mannerisms the people that were closest too you do. to say i miss you is the biggest understatement of the century. and i know i have been failing recently but i will do my best to live my life for the both of us. i will always love you my pretty boy
