in some sort of process;
digging for courage ????
confidence ??? clarity ?
fighting for freedom ??
i want to thrive, shine and all them things
( … )
i love to dance because it shows me directly where i lack alignment or courage or whatever
i’m face to face with THE WALL
so much useless fear
get it off of me, out of me
look at me !!!!! no !!! fuckkkk !!!
ahhhh these eyes they burn
GOOD
it has to burn
transformation
fast or slow, it’s gonna happen either way
i keep chopping away
trying
thanks
🎥 by @nau9htycat
what i went through and felt on the inside is what matters here, what it looks like is pretty much irrelevant and i wish i would care less about it ! #dance
Today’s study: Trying to puzzle together a short call and response riff by focusing on rhythm first ( thx @blakeforcreation ) and then trying to stay aware of what bass note / chord I am on so I can more quickly explore inversions and alternative note choices without breaking the flow of writing. All thanks to finally studying basic music theory on the guitar these last years 😻
+ tapping is not just for show, it gives a nice texture :))
listening to this song i made recently and for a second i felt free - i should share more - i’m putting in a lot of effort into practicing guitar, singing and learning more about music - sometimes i post random ideas on soundcloud - build energy until it can no longer be contained - i see the vision - i lose the vision - jazz musicians are so cool - im a failure - trust the process - learn to ask for help - i need to involve other creatives into my process - i cannot move this mountain of shame - cringe more - im a winner - im weird but there’s nothing wrong with me - i love to feel daily progress - i am disciplined - slow is alright - i don’t need to race ai - we’re all going to die so hurry up - we’re all going to die so relax - im lonely - im happy - i love my girlfriend - im very grateful - i trust
![yeah [x1000]yeah [x1000]yeah [x1000]filmed by @nau9htycat](https://sp1.picnob.com/p/pt_6739402238395821333368_0_f489771c7c4996dd558edb319056ad45.jpg?o=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&h=12b947f66f685dec458241111db6bdd0)
