I lost my angel of 12 years last night. It’s already been the biggest heartbreak of my life. I know I’m torturing myself looking at videos and photos of her, but I miss her so much. This video was taken a few days ago. She wasn’t getting off her chair much, but she always loved when I would sing to her. The only person who not only tolerated it but seemed to actually enjoy it. Looking at this video makes me to ball up on the ground and cry, but I am so beyond grateful that I was so lucky to have had such a special kitty in my life who knew how much I loved her and showed me how much she loved me right back.
Okay, I’m done being vulnerable for now. RIP Nancy, I will love you forever.
I spent a week with my 90 year old grandma this past week and got to go through all her photos. It was so wild to be able to envision the life she had long before she even thought about being a grandma and becoming the person I know and adore. Such a beauty.