Amma

Dear Diary, Leaving a few photos here so I can come back and reminisce soon. P.S. The last photo brings me the most happiness.🥹 I love my sisters too tho <3 (If you ever feel down Lauren Amma, look at the last photo to see the future lol) Ok, have to start getting ready for the last day of the US tour!!!!!! lots of love xoxo

Got kicked off tour guys. I was told I was outshining my sisters so I had to leave 💅. Be home sooon😜 lol @stellamccartney @hm Ad.

Dear Diary, We are actually getting close to the end of tour. My heart cannot believe it. If I look back at all the different wave of emotions I have felt on this tour so far, God has really held me down... He really has washed away all my troubles 😪. I am so excited to be back home and live my normal-ish life again, but I'm also a little nervous to be around no one. I'm sure i'll be fine once I get home. I'm SO EXCITED TO EAT NANDOS 😍. I miss nando's so much. Right now I'm so hungry so I miss nando's more than my bed. 😵 lol. Anyway- Yesterday I performed outside for the very first time. It was nice. The sun was out, I felt like I was at a festival. It was a little difficult because of the sound & also it was a seated show. Those ones are always a little bit more challenging for me, because sometimes people can be a little bit more reserved or relaxed. Those are the shows that I have to source my energy for God the most... And also the beautiful band hehehehe. But regardless, I had fun & saw people singing my lyrics and people feeling free to be themselves. 🥹🩷 Ok... I'm about to get on a flight & HAVE 2 DAYS OFF SUXUJWJCCIWNEBZKKANDJXJWJD I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!! Love you lauren amma. Enjoy your mini break angel cupcake 🧁🧁🧁🧁

Dear diary, I had a good day today... I went for a long walk in the park yesterday. I managed to spend some time on my own, I feel a lot more positive than I did last time I wrote here. I really am so grateful for the choice I made to shift in my mental space, even though my emotions were telling me not to. I remember standing on the stage in New York. Some people were sat down starring at me, some people were just walking in and going to find their seats, others were supporting me & singing my music, some people were walking out to maybe go and get drinks or go to the bathroom. Everyone had a different agenda, and I was standing on that stage telling myself, today I'm going to do it differently. Today I am going to try and bring this room together. I asked everyone say hello to each other, And i mean... as awkward as it may have been for some people, they did it! We than sang "the climb" together so beautifully 😭. Since then... i've done the same at every show. And it really warms everyone up a little. Including myself. Allows me to really feel human.. As if I'm down there saying hello to people also 🥹. I have 10 more shows from today. Which in total is maybe 16 days. I thank God that He brought me through this tour so far. I really honestly thought it was going to go downhill. God is so good😢. I'll be going to Nashville tmrw. Ready to see a little bit of sun 🌞!!!! I love the sun so much. speak to you sooon. Very proud of you my little lauren amma. Keep going xoxox

Me n my sisters sang together on TV <3 ft. Dolly Parton smiling in our picture 😁

Dear Diary, It feels like I've been away for ages. The first 5 shows of US tour was super fun. I was enjoying it so much. I told myself I won't allow myself to feel negative or feel sad... then everything changed. 💔😢 The shows went down hill a bit for me. My voice started feeling worse, I was feeling a little more insecure on stage. I started feeling sad and missed my bed and my space so much. I feel like I've been on tour for so long now. At this current moment, I miss my old life a lot. But from here onwards- I am not going to let any negative emotions come and take away my joy. I need to really try! I have to keep reminding myself how BLESSED i am to be doing what I am doing right now. I am going to try and hold onto gratitude today. Anything negative that comes to my head is a LIE & instead, I will flip it on its head and be grateful. Love you little lauren amma <3 Keep going my angel cherry cupcakes 🧁 Lots of love xoxox

LOOK!! I ate cake🧁 My project is out btw 💙🦋👖🚎🥏🧢

My project is coming out on the 15th April 💙

Artwork: @byjustwin Photography: @michael_stocke Hair: @alexpriceglam Song: If not you, who?: @oscar_gorres & me @amma Diary entry: Me @amma Delayed album but gave you a song anyway: Me @amma People that will appreciate the song even though the album didn't come out: You Ok, bye <3

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Dear Diary, I am back on tour, but before I open the US chapter, I feel like I need to close the Europe & UK one. I am so proud of my little self. I did better than I imagined I could!!!! These are all the things I managed to achieve... NUMBER OF TIMES: • Sang at an arena: 26 • Messed up my lyrics: 13 (not including the climb) • Argued with sisters: 0 (This one is a craaaaaazy achievement) • Said things on stage that I shouldn't: 26 • Laughed: 177 • Cried: 2 • Bullied Jack @jackcox92 : 7 Look at all those lovely achievements. And the next part of tour will only get better. I refuse anything other than that 😛 Alright.. Time for part 2. Love you lauren amma <3 Stay positive okay?!! See you soon x

What's the best song on @raye album? Make sure you vote !!!! Honest answers only pls.