This self portrait was made in pre-performance mystical power fight flight nervous system conditioning ritual, which i was given during a ten week 4 hour a day zoom intensive with a life coach I met on IG during Covid who I still owe money to. After I made it, (titles anyone?), the next step was to repeatedly swing my right arm in a Passionate leftward slope to manage the first so-tricky phrase of Running Up That Hill. The tips of my fingers are still rimmed with long wear eyeshadow. And then I sang, the color scheme matched.