The sun and I have big plans this summer.
-Laying out 👙
-Ice cream dates 🍦
-Hot girl walks 🚶🏼♀️
-Beach days 🏖️
-Picnics 🧺
Anything else I should add to this list?
#summer2026 #modelife #modeldiaries #summervibes #sunshine
If you want to get good, you have to be bad.
Doesn’t matter if it’s a new skill you’re learning, or if it’s a slump you’re trying to get out of. If you want something to go well, if you want to get better, you have to get through it going poorly.
Having bad moments is a great way to learn how to get better. Knowing what you want to not do again is valuable information for improvement.
All it takes is effort, and you never have to be that bad, or feel that bad, ever again.
#Modeldiaries #modellife #fashionmodel #dreamoutloud #growthjourney
What do you do when you don’t know what to do?
There are two options: the first is to do what you’re used to doing, the second is to do something new.
That’s the crossroads I’ve been stuck at lately.
Open ended-ness is a blessing and a curse. I’m capable of doing whatever I want to do, I just haven’t figured out what that is yes.
So, do I keep doing whatever I’ve always done? Or do I do something different?
#modeldiaries #selfgrowth #dreamoutloud #beautymodel #utahmodel
I spent three months in Italy taste testing all the local snacks and treats and I decided to give my agents the same experience in reverse.
I don’t think any of them have been to the US before so I was super excited to bring them a taste of home.
#modeldiaries #modellife #milanmodel #tastetest #internationalmodel
Grateful to be a mother. 💙🩵
It was hard to choose to spend three months away from my kids but they made coming home so special. I’m so glad to be reunited with them, and so grateful I get to be their mom.
I spent my Mother’s Day doing all of my favorite things with my family. We went for a morning hike, got the garden set up, and made a delicious treat of my choosing.
It was the best Mother’s Day ever.
#mothersday #modeldiaries #momlife #happymothersday #utah
Perfect conditions don’t exist, uncomfortable ones do.
There have been so many days on my modeling journey where I’ve had to push through discomfort and just do it anyway.
Photoshoots in freezing weather.
Working hours past lunch before having a break.
Not feeling confident but having to perform regardless.
That’s just life. No matter what dream you’re chasing, don’t let imperfect conditions stop you from showing up and doing your best.
#modellife #runwaymodel #modeling #modeldiaries #dreamoutloud
Summer is coming…
and with it comes my desire to get outside. Hiking in the mountains, swimming in the pool, long walks through the neighborhoods, laying out on the beach—literally anything that will give me an unwanted sunburn.
I’m stocking up on SPF now so I can enjoy the coming months no matter the UV.
I’ve been waiting all winter for this. 🌻
#summer2026 #modellife #summeriscoming #endlesssummer #modeldiaries
Change is the only thing we can really count on in life.
Nothing will ever stay the same, not for ourselves or for anything else around us. Change is the very essence of existence. Our bodies change, our environment changes, our minds change.
Everything changes.
I am changing. I am different today than I was just a few months or weeks ago. It’s not always easy or fun to experience change, but I know it’s necessary.
I can’t be who I’m supposed to be unless I become her—unless I change.
#model #modellife #changeisgood #dreamoutloud #selfgrowth
Something’s different, but I don’t know what it is.
Over the past week I’ve picked up some old hobbies that I haven’t been interested in years. Painting being one of them, soccer being another.
It’s been refreshing to integrate these hobbies into my regular “let’s do something fun” routine, alongside getting together with friends, spending time outside, and self-care.
I’ve had a great couple of days this past week. I am enjoying the beautiful spring weather and starting to feel a bit more adjusted to being back home.
#modellife #modeldiaries #utahmodel #selfcare #springinutah
Success doesn’t only happen one way.
I did not succeed in booking this job, but I did succeed in filming a casting that’s a bit outside my comfort zone, submitting it on time, and gaining audition experience.
Like Wayne Gretzky said, you miss 100% of the shots you don’t take. As a model, I miss 100% of the bookings I don’t cast for. If I do audition, I either book the job or I gain experience.
That sounds like a success to me.
#Modellife #selftape #modelaudition #modeldiaries #motivational
The future of the fashion industry is bright. ✨
One fun part of modeling in Milan was the opportunity to shoot with local fashion and photography students.
The students really impressed me with their passion and creativity. They were so supportive of each other and I could really tell how much they cared about their concepts.
It was a pleasure to get to work with them. Some of my favorite photos from this trip came from shoots like these.
#model #internationalmodel #editorialmodel #fashionindustry #modeldiaries
If you hold too tightly to something, it can’t grow.
It’s scary to admit this, but I have been holding on so tightly to my modeling dream. I have been the perfect model—always prepared, always professional. I made sure I did everything that was within my control in my career correctly. That way if things didn’t work out, it wasn’t because I made any mistakes.
During the time I’ve been decompressing from being in Milan, I’ve noticed how rigid I became towards my career aspirations, and by trying so hard to control myself, I may have been inadvertently limiting the outcomes.
This realization comes with relief and also some grief. I’m relieved I’m relinquishing the tight hold I had on modeling and can finally ease the constant stress I put on myself. I’m sad because I feel like something is coming to an end in the process.
I don’t know what is changing yet, I don’t know what to even expect of myself at the moment, but I’m hopeful for the future and the opportunities that I will be given. Opportunities that can be so much bigger and better because now that I’m no longer clinging to my dreams, but letting them grow.
#modelingcareer #modellife #dreamoutloud #selfgrowth #utahmodel
