๐ 95mil views on youtube
๐ being my best self + sharing her with the world
๐๏ธ simplicity โข emotional regulation โข self-trust
NEW HAWAII RETREAT โ
itโs been quite a wild rideโฆ๐ณ (( MY STORY ))
dropping out of college with only 6 months to graduation
selling 90% of my belongings to buy a one-way-ticket to hawaii
living on a raw vegan fruit farm and qualifying for food stamps to get me by
programming myself for success with visualization and positive self talk 24-7
moving into a sketchy old van and uploading all my youtube videos with coffee shop wifi
brushing out my dreadlocks and gaining 400,000 subscribers overnight
going from food stamps to earning $100k in less than 1 year
public speaking at festivals and events to hundreds of people around the world
hiking 1,000 miles on the Appalachian trail and documenting the whole thing
manifesting my dream home overlooking the ocean in hawaii
creating a positive affirmation coloring book while on magic mushrooms
earning multiple 6-figures a year, traveling, and inspiring over 1 million humans
getting dangerously sick from black mold and losing my ability to function
changing my diet from vegan to carnivore in attempt to make a full recovery
getting crucified by online hate + losing 100,000 subscribers overnight
staying strong, then silencing my voice and struggling to show up authentically
dedicating 4 years to somatic healing, establishing safety and regulation
FINALLY reconnecting with my unique essence, my voice, and self expression
re-igniting the spark within me to continue leading a movement of LOVE
yep that pretty much sums it up..
(( all charged for a new chapter )) ๐
itโs go time honeyyy ๐ฏโจ๐ช
comment below which chapter you joined me!
๐ = the very beginning (8 years)
๐ = fruit farm + van life days (7 years)
๐ = hiking the trail (6 years)
๐ฅฉ = carnivore chapter (5 years)
๐๏ธ = the healing season (0-4 years)
so ridiculously grateful.
๐ for how my journey has unfolded.
๐ for all the gemstones Iโve picked up along the way.
๐ for everyone who is growing alongside me.
๐ for YOU.
my vision of heaven on earth is more of a feelingโฆ
itโs a remembering, a knowing...
it's a location. a place i visit frequently.
more home than anywhere else. ๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธโจ
a place drenched in softness, silence, stillness.
everything slows to this very moment where there is nothing but love.
complete harmony, acceptance and care, embracing planet Earth.
all there is; is beauty.
the way we move is divinely guided by a force of nature.
God courses through us and all around us.
every fiber, every cell is made of love.
from here, all intentions are pure.
there is no hatred, no violence.
this field that I rest in, this place that I go..
this is ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ด๐ถ๐ป๐ฎ๐น ๐ฏ๐น๐๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐. ๐
it is what we were designed to experience, but lost our way- now is the time to return.
and so you ask, what is my vision of heaven on earth?
i see interconnectedness of all beings.
recognition of the unique role each of us play and the magnitude of magic that occurs when we honor this within ourselves and each other.
there is a grid, a network, a web of interconnectedness that lights up when we claim the role we play in this heavenly human experience.
there is abundance and innovation.
everything that occurs from here is for the betterment of all.
there is no confusion, no war.
all actions arising from this essence of love, from this quality of care.
this is a world that most people have yet to experience.
and while some may write this off as foolish, call it naive, or say
โthere will never be utopia. it's impractical, not possibleโ
i believe that if we truly wish to experience a better life for ourselves and future generations - ๐๐ผ๐บ๐ฒ๐ฏ๐ผ๐ฑ๐ ๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ผ ๐ฏ๐ฒ ๐ต๐ผ๐น๐ฑ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐พ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐ฐ๐, ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ต๐ถ๐ ๐ณ๐๐๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐น๐ถ๐๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐ฟ๐ฒ.
this is the role that I play.
and in a world that primarily operates in go-go-go survival mode, people may not recognize the value of this light, but i do.
i will stand here grounded, connected, holding this inevitable reality for as many lifetimes as needed until it is the dominant human experience.
and so it is. ๐๏ธ
lately, Iโve been reflecting on this question โ
what is important to me that Iโve been neglecting? ๐ญ
and itโs been a guiding light ๐ก on this journey of getting my spark back.
is there something specific youโve been pushing to the side that would actually feel MUCH better to start leaning into?
share in the comments :)
whatโs been the hardest part for you about regulating your emotions? share in the comments ๐ฉต
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#emotionalregulation #selfhelptools #selfregulation
โI am surrounded by angelsโ
โeveryone is always so kind to meโ
in my world, these are not affirmations.
they are undeniable truths about how reality works.
reinforced by thousands of pieces of evidence - which I intentionally keep an eye out for every day ๐
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I feel like Iโm gonna explode if I donโt start sharing from my heart on blasttttt so here we go ๐ฅฐ๐บ๐๐ง๐ผโโ๏ธ๐๐
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