Becoming zen’s mommy is the best thing I’ve ever done ❤️ I have so much I could say about my motherhood journey… but as I post this I’m being a human jungle gym and don’t want to catch a big ass foot to the face so for now I’ll leave it at Happy Mother’s Day to badass moms, the moms
Who show up every single day
Who lead with love and empathy
Who make the magic
Who kiss the ouchies
Who sacrifice their bodies to feed their babies
The real MVPs 🪄
I always thought I’d be an “older” mom. I imagined I’d push it full force with modeling as long as I could and “settle down” in my late 30s or something. So when I got pregnant in my mid 20s, just as my career was taking off I was scared that everything I was working so hard for would be over just as it was beginning 🥲
It took a while, but to slowly be starting to rebuild my career & keep fighting for my dreams AND share it with zen is everything. For some reason I never thought these two seasons of my life could be one and the same but now I have someone looking up to me that I’ve gotta provide for & make proud! And what a dope way to do it
Proud of myself too. Every aspect of both my career & motherhood has been hard fought, fueled by passion and grit and love and resilience ❤️
#Ulta #toddler #workingmom #model #plussizemodel
2026 ins:
- ultra platinum blonde (preferably by @monicapvaladez )
- good moms
- money
- thoughtful & unrushed homemade meals
- regular redbull
- making what you have better > replacing- redecorating, restyling etc
- nose rings
- game nights
- live music
- passion fruit martinis
- community
- being on set
- passion projects
- comedy shows
- arts n crafts
- beach walks
- cafes that know your order
- college football (Indiana specifically)
- park dates
- jazz clubs
- statement sunglasses
- curation
- parenting w friends
- curves being in again~~
- airline status
Feeling hot & cool & safe & secure & soft & feminine & powerful & rich in all ways all 2026 I claim it
Last job of 2025 with a brand that’s been rockin w me since 2020 🙏🏼 booked my first savage campaign while I still lived in Indiana, now just hit my 5 year mark in LA, LA-made toddler in tow and all. Feels like I grew up with @savagexfenty ❤️
Masterclass muse 💅🏼 thanks for having me @ipsy I love beauty work and this was my first time getting to do it live like this!
Had a blast with the incredible @kellytull_
Hair color by @monicapvaladez
